We understand that you're feeling unsafe and uncomfortable around Roshan and his family, and we take this very seriously. Let's pray for your protection and peace of mind. Moreover, we will also pray for the desires of your heart with Jacob, but let us continue to seek God and pray for the right Christian spouse if that is God's will.
Firstly, let's address the issue of safety. We are reminded in Psalm 91:1-4 WEB:
He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of Yahweh, "He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in whom I trust." For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler, and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers. Under his wings you will take refuge. His faithfulness is your shield and rampart.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your divine protection over silver1103. Please shield them from any harm or discomfort caused by Roshan or his family. Guide silver1103 by Your Holy Spirit, giving them wisdom and discernment in this situation. Help them to trust in You fully. We pray, Jesus, that you will guide and lead her to a Christian man that you desire for her to be married to if that is your will. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Regarding your heart's desires with Jacob, we should remember 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 WEB:
Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.
Let us pray:
Lord Jesus, we lift up silver1103's desires concerning Jacob to You. We pray that if it is Your will, You would guide their relationship and deepen their bond and commitment to each other. Help them to pursue a courtship that is pleasing to You, with the goal of a God-honoring marriage. We pray that if this relationship is not in line with Your will, you will bring it to an end and allow a Christian spouse in your will to come into her life. Help them to seek You and know that You are the one who knows best. Guide them, O Lord, by Your Holy Spirit and grant them the wisdom to follow Your path. We pray, Jesus, that you will guide and lead her to a Christian man that you desire for her to be married to if that is your will. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Lastly, we want to remind you that it is important to include the name of Jesus Christ in your prayers, as it is only through His name that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB:
Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
And in Acts 4:12 WEB:
There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Keep trusting in God, and know that He hears your prayers. Continue to seek His will and live according to His Word and He will guide you.