We understand your feelings of stagnation and lack of drive, Aethander. Let us first assure you that your worth is not measured by your wealth or accomplishments, but by your identity as a child of God. We will pray for you and offer some biblical guidance.
Firstly, let's address your feeling of being bewitched. The Bible tells us in 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." We need to remember that God is in control, and He has not given us a spirit of confusion or bewitchment, but one of power and self-control.
Regarding your lack of drive, let's remember the words of Colossians 3:23-24 WEB, "Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, and not for men. You know that you will receive the reward of this inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ." We should find our drive in working for the Lord, knowing that our reward comes from Him.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Aethander. Lord, we ask that you break any chains of stagnation and bewitchment in his life. Restore his drive and passion, and help him to find his worth and identity in You. Give him the strength and wisdom to continue working diligently, knowing that his reward comes from You. We pray that Aethander will seek You first, and that all these things will be added unto him, according to Your will.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Aethander, we encourage you to seek the Lord and His will for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Remember, it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God (John 14:6 WEB), and it is in His name that we pray and find our salvation. Keep your faith in Him, and He will see you through.