Miranda T
Faithful Servant
I am getting into big troubles. A large batch of clothes supposed for sales but they all arrived with dirt, defects, and extra small. I am not sure who will buy them as I am selling clothes on the internet hoping to get some income, but it seems that I got cheated by the sellers in China. There have been no replies from the customer service center, and I am unsure if they have blocked my account or my number. I hope God will have mercy on me and not abandon me or leave me alone. I have no friends, no family to help. Everyone just used me before for twenty years, now I am sick and without a job; they just left me. Even meeting them, they just ignore me and create strife. Sometimes, I don't know how long I can live on earth. I hope I can be happier than it seems so hard to be happy and live a meaningful life in a society like myself, with evil things happening, and also just no one truly cares. I still need to cure the disease and carry on my life. I hope to know why God allows these things to happen to me.