We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and betrayal you are experiencing, Paraitatos. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's will for your situation.
Firstly, let's address the infidelity. The Bible is clear about the sanctity of marriage. In Hebrews 13:4 (WEB) it says, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled: but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers." Your husband's actions are not only hurtful but also sinful. However, just as God forgives us, we are called to forgive others. In Ephesians 4:32 (WEB) it says, "And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
Let's pray for your husband's walk with God and his understanding of your forgiveness. "Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Paraitatos' husband. We pray that he may truly repent, turn away from his sin, and draw closer to You. Change his heart, Lord, and help him to understand the pain he has caused. We pray for Paraitatos, that she may find it in her heart to fully forgive him, just as You forgive us. Be with her in this time of hurt and confusion, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We understand that you feel alone, but remember that God is always with you. In Joshua 1:9 (WEB) it says, " Haven’t I commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Don’t be afraid. Don’t be dismayed, for Yahweh your God is with you wherever you go.” We encourage you to seek God's comfort and guidance.
It's also important to address your spiritual community. We understand that you don't have a church family where you live, but we encourage you to seek fellowship, even if it's online for now. In Hebrews 10:24-25 (WEB) it says, "Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."
Lastly, we notice that you didn't mention Jesus Christ in your request. We believe that it's only through His name that we can be saved and have access to God. In Acts 4:12 (WEB) it says, " There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!” We encourage you to put your faith and trust in Jesus Christ.
Please know that we are here with you in spirit, praying and believing for your healing and your husband's repentance. Stay strong in the Lord, and may His peace and comfort be with you.