Let's lift up Dweryall seeking guidance and restoration in marriage. Trusting Jesus for wisdom and comfort. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matt 11:28). Praying for strength and faithfulness in this storm. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
God, Thank you for this day. God, Thank you for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit in my life alway, my children’s life alway, my brothers and sisters life alway, my hellyans life alway, and my family members life alway and my friends life alway. God, Thank you. Jesus, I pray tonight for me and those I love. Jesus, I don’t like my husband, Carl, because of the way he has treated me in the past when he gets around his other set of children. He acts like they are better than anybody else and they aren’t. They aren’t the only one who is going through things. Jesus, Carl, treats me and my children awful. Jesus, Carl don’t deserve to be with me nor my children, he makes me mad for things he has done in the past. I make him mad. He tries to get me mad, but, I stay calm most of the time and I try to avoid him and his alcoholic ways, and I try to leave him alone. He brainwashes our children into not liking me, and, I pray harder than he does for them to know I love them and I am alway here and there for them. They know where I am. He gets mad because they spend sometime with me, and he has to be nosy and try and take them from me, I just pray I can get my children and my family and relatives and true friends and all of my true Christian friends and believers and those who likes and loves me back. Carl is full of guilt for not being there for his children, and he blames us, nor here for us, his body is here but his heart is far from us, his mind is far from us and I can say the same because of how he is and he makes it out like it’s my fault when it’s not. He is wanting me to change, if I change, I will change by not wanting to be with him because I have been a single mother with my children and even though I was poor, I was rich with love and I was happy and they were happy too. Jesus, I try to avoid my husband all the time to be honest with you. He don’t know how to have a real conversation with me. Jesus, My husband, Carl, hasn’t even met the real me. He is a want not a need in my life. I need The Lord God Jesus Christ in my life day and night alway, in my dreams, when I sleep, when I work, when I pray, when I am with someone or when I am by myself sometime, or when I am with my children, and etc.. When I disagree with Carl, he thinks by hollering or getting angry and getting in my face is gonna change my mind, and it don’t and it makes him more angry and it makes him not like me just a little more each time. I’ve heard Christians get angry for other Christians being done wrong, so, if I have been raised the way I have been raised and I grew up a church, how am I being wrong? Jesus, There are so many lucky women in this world who just don’t know how good of a man they have. Jesus, And when Carl talks to my children, he tells them how bad of a mother I am, and I’m not, he’s really thinking of how he was and his ex was, not me, and he’s jealous and he’s angry because of who I am and how I have been raised, and I have known this. Jesus, How do I get out and with my children and away from Carl?Jesus, I am me, whom The Lord God Jesus Christ formed while in my mother’s womb, and while I was in my father, thank you, I love you in me and I love being me and I love these people and family and friends in my life. Jesus, And while I still have my children and I fight for them alway, just as I fight for My Lord God Jesus Christ alway. Jesus, I pray I can steer my people to the kind and loving side of you alway. Jesus, Carl, he is who he is, and I am who I am. Jesus, I just pray, I can love my Lord God Jesus Christ, children, my close relatives and family members, my friends, my co-workers, my boss, my mother and father, my brothers and sisters, through myself. I pray my children and my family and my friends on here and my true friends I am around everyday knows it’s me being here and there for them alway, while our enemies don’t know, please. I pray for Wanda for a full and quick recovery. I pray for Shalena, she is in the hospital again, she had a breakdown, I pray she will be alright. I pray for Rodney, who he is with Shalena, he is struggling too. I pray for Quader, he is sick and stressed and needs some relief. I pray for Austin and Pinecca to be together if they are happy and are meant for one another, please. I pray for B.J., I pray B.J. and Pandora will become boyfriend and girlfriend and they can make it together because they truly like and love each other. I pray for Evan and Zaira to get together. They truly like each other and they are close friends. I pray for Gabriel and his girlfriend, they become serious about each other. I pray for Grace and Kody, they stay childhood sweethearts and throughout high school and become the one true love for each other. I pray for those on here, whatever the prayer is, I pray you believe so it is answered. I pray for Mrs. Pat, we were best friends a long time ago, and I have missed her so much. She gives me the best advice there is to give. And we understand each other. We have gone through some things similar and we know. We care about others truly. Jesus, I don’t show I care about people, but deep down, I truly do care about them and what they go through, I pray they are going through good tidings. I pray for me to heal in the areas I need healing in, please. And these people I am praying for, I pray they can go to church, because you can do all things possible, God, you can heal all, you can mend there hearts, and you can bring joy in there life, and laughter and you can make them smile, and they can be truly happy and blessed with you. Jesus, I pray my work is good alway. Jesus, God, Father, forgive him, just as I have forgiven him. The only thing I can say about Carl, is he works hard. God, I know now the difference between my wants and my needs. Jesus, I love my children verily much. Jesus, I truly do care. Jesus, I feel so bad and guilty, my boss has been giving me a Christmas bonus for years, and I brought a friend at work a gift the other day, and I was getting her gift out of my van, when my boss pulled up, he said, oh for me? I said, no, it’s for Becky, I said, I would have gotten you’d something, but, I don’t know what you like. He don’t talk to me much. I hardly know my boss. Which is why I have prayed to know him better and personally. And now, I feel guilty, for not being able to give him something because I don’t know him like I know my customers. I have tried to get to know him, and be nice and be kind to him, but, he seems to brush me aside when I ask him questions so I can know him better. Jesus, If he wants me to know him, then I will know him, if not, oh well! I’ve heard he don’t like me no ways by a couple of people. I’m all good. Jesus, I pray for those on here. God, In the name of Jesus, I pray. Amen
