God, Thank you for this day. I am thankful for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit in my life, my children’s and my brothers and sisters life. Thank you, God. I know we all have something we are going through, and I just would like to pray for all and I pray whatever it is you are going through, you will be forgiven, you will keep your mind focused on Jesus, and you will get through it and be safe. I pray for Austin, B.J., Evan, Grace; I pray they do the best they can in this life, and the glory goes to God. I am tired of my 2 younger children trying to run over me. I pray I will be strong enough to start standing back up for myself against them, and the wrongful ways they have put forth when I didn’t do it, so they know I am there mother and I love them. I am not in love with my husband, but, I love my husband. We have hurt each other so much. And guilt bothers me, and I pray to change what has happened between us, and it’s hard, because of our path we have taken, when all he did was put his anger and hate on me and my children and he should have loved us as Jesus loves us and God loves us and when he is the one who the children are angry at because of the way he treats them, and because he was the head over the woman, I knew it was wrong and I stated it to him, and him with his anger and fighting with me and my children made me fight with him to keep him from hurting me and my children, and he is wrong just as much as I am, he was treating us because of how his mother treated him. I deserve to be happy, my children deserves to be happy and living a Godly life. I know they take it out on me because I am still with Carl, and it’s hard to get out of a relationship with children and hardly make enough money and support children and a place and the bills paid. I haven’t talked to Jesse in a while, the last time I talked to him, he called my husband, Carl, and my 14 year old son; gay, and they aren’t. I told Jesse if he was gonna name call and curse my husband and children, I don’t won’t nothing to do with him. He still tries to call my phone, I don’t answer it. And even when he calls, my chest hurts because I thought he was my friend. And we talked a little, and he talked bad about my husband and my son, which was wrong, and because I live my son and my husband, it makes my chest hurt because of his words, he said other words to; I’m tired of my chest hurting, so, I pray to forget about the wrong he said so my chest can go back to being normal. I have been doing a lot of reading in The Holy Bible lately, thank you, God! I don’t have many friends, because some people are evil and they curse each other when things don’t go there way, and they make others feel bad because that is how they feel. I pray not to do evil but to do good, and love for my name sake as Jesus does. I’m far from being perfect, and I am a sinner, and I pray to sin no more, I just don’t won’t the drama from others in my life or in my children’s life. And I pray for my close family including me and our salvation, and to repent. I pray for those on here. We are all going through something, so, let’s pray for one another to do good and lift one another up, this I pray. I pray for those who are lost, I pray they are found. I pray for those who are hungry, they are given bread and water. God, In the name of Jesus, I pray. Amen
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