God, Thank you for this day. Thank you for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit in my life and in my children’s life. I am hurt so bad by my son’s words. Not that he said something wrong, but it is what he said. My oldest son, turned 21 Monday. And he had an alcohol party tonight with his friends. I pray you take away the dizziness and sickness from them, so, they can all feel better and back to normal, please. Of course, I took away all of their keys and I ran off the kids we don’t know, to avoid any confrontation between parents and etc.. What hurt me is when I was talking to my son, and I asked him if he had talked to his dad lately, my eldest son, said, Moma, he didn’t even call me on my birthday. It hurt me so much to hear my son say that. It hurt me more when he said, I guess we are bad children and he doesn’t like us, referring to him and his younger brother. My children do the work of the good one. I am so hurt because my ex is such a drug addict, I pray no one will give him drugs, and it seems he cares more about his own ego than his children, and it should be he cares more about his children than he does anything else. I pray all the things my ex took from my children and me, will be restored in my children and me. The love they deserve, the laughter, the peace. My children are innocent. It took 2 people to make a baby, and I am doing my part every day being here for them, loving them, teaching them and helping pay for them, raising them. I have no more excuses for my ex after today. My children have always obey their mother and father, they have been raised in the church, they obey the law, they have jobs, they pay their dues, they have graduated with mostly all A’s and B’s, they have good paying jobs, they take care of their friends, they are of good people, and I pray they will be lifted up and comforted and they can be full of joy and gladness, and not feel sad or second guess that they aren’t loved because they are very loved, they shouldn’t have to ask why their daddy doesn’t love them or care about them. I love them, I am their mother, God loves them and Jesus loves them, their friends love them, and strangers like being with them and talking with them because they are comfortable. My ex told me one time, as long as I’m with him, he will take care of his children, but, if we ever separated or broke up, he wouldn’t, and I think he is such a shame. He paid child support after we separated, and he even got them every other weekend when he was living with his sister, ###, and he had a job and showed he cared about them, now he is living with his other sister, ###, and they have been known to do drugs together. I pray ### will grow up and put his children first, and be the dad he dreams about being to his children. So, I pray for ### and ###, and their smile to be lifted up, and their dad will love them and care for them like he should because he is their dad. And I will pray and care for them and talk to them about what lifts my children up, and makes them laugh, and smile, and do good works, and be kind, and full of love and joy, and wise, and true, and pray to God too and God hears ### and ### and answers their living and good prayers for God’s glory. God, In the name of Jesus, I pray. Amen
