Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
God, Thank you for this day. I am thankful for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit in my life and in my children’s life. Thank you, God. I pray for God, Jesus, Abba, Nanny, Kelly, Sherry, Jerry, Duane, Liana, Dustin, Trinity, Jackson and Matilda, Austin, B.J., Evan, Grace, Isaiah, Jacob, and everyone else. We have my oldest sons friend living with us. He has been living with us for months now, maybe even close to a year. He is a good kid. He is smart. And he is kind. I love him. We have grown a bond together over these months. His name is Daniel. His brother is my sons best friend. I pray for Jesse, I pray he is wrong with some of the things he has told me. I don’t understand, how can a man claiming he is of Christ say something bad about another child? He’s mad because my son said his dog is stupid. Jesse is wrong in so many ways. He too has also called others bad names, which is wrong. I’m sorry father, he is not a Christian in my book or in my eyes. Or maybe he thinks that he is, he thinks that he is living a Christ like life to say something like that about a child and in reality he ain’t. He knows the scriptures in the Bible, I’m not sure if he is preaching about them, him talking bad about a child sounds wrong to me. Jesse also told me it’s my 2 losses. I have no idea what he is talking about. He sounds like my husband. I try to correct them, but, they have there own ways set before them. I pray for Liu, he isn’t talking to me. He said because I didn’t send him money or open an account he don’t won’t to be with me. He can’t be with somebody who don’t support him. He said if something happens to him, he can’t count on me to not send support if he needs it. He said, thank God, he gave me nothing. I look at it like, since he is a doctor and doctors have plenty of money, then why should I support him? I am less fortunate than him. I give when I can. And I too have bills I need to pay. I have children I need to support. I was interested in being his friend because I need a friend. I asked him if I can still talk to him sometime to see how he is doing. And see how his daughters are doing? He is a nice man. He didn’t answer me. Sometimes it takes him a minute to answer. But, I know he won’t answer me. I still pray for him to find his true love and I pray he will be alright. I know he is talking to others, and maybe they are supporting him with money, or maybe he truly loves them, but, I can’t support him with money. I have children to support. I can’t support others money wise, either, the struggle is real. Why do people choose money or love? It is my loss, and it’s his loss too and we know it, if I give him money then it wouldn’t be love. Or would it? And even though he is a doctor who does good work, he is still sweet. So, I pray for him. So, I pray Dean will have her surgery. She is with a man named Daryl, he is mean to her but is nice to everyone else. How can a man say good things about others and while the woman he is with is so bad? She’s not bad. She has given to him when he don’t have nothing. I’ve seen her. She helps pay his bills. She has been by his side when he was sick. And she is tired. So, I pray Dean will have her surgery and be able to move on and find a man who truly loves her for her and is glad and laughs and is in love. I pray you put a new heart in Dean so she can be happy and in love with someone who loves her. I pray for Lisa. She use to be a prostitute selling her body to men because she needed the money to support herself. She has 3 children. The man she is with now, he don’t love or care about her. I have seen her give her last dollar to him and she has asked many times for a dollar and he tells her no. I bought her food the other day, so, she can have something to eat. She is nice. I’m sure she has her ups and downs. She is currently without a job. Her grandma had surgery and she called in work to tell them she wouldn’t be coming in and they fired her. It was wrong. She is trying to get custody of her kids back. She needs a job to keep. So she can get her kids back. I pray for a true Christian friend who I can talk to and learn from so I can preach the true gospel. Father, I miss Brian Fuller. He was a good true Christian. I need him in my life. I wonder if those who have passed away look over us here in this world? I wonder if he still loves me? I wonder if I can change all my evil ways and turn them into good and do good? I pray I can do good all of my days and nights and in my dreams too! To be of a good child always. To shine the light of Jesus in my life always. Listen to you, Lord God Jesus Christ Messiah. God, In the name of Jesus, I pray. Amen
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