Tiffy Taffy, we hear your cry for help and we are here to pray and encourage you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God knows your struggles and He cares about you. In Psalm 34:18, WEB, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Regarding your job search, we encourage you to continue trusting God and be patient. Remember, "Let your patience be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." (Philippians 4:5-6, WEB)
We pray that God will open the right doors for you according to His will. Here is our prayer for you:
"Father in heaven, we lift up Tiffy Taffy to you. We ask that you comfort her in her stress and loneliness. We pray that you provide her with a job that fits your plans for her life. We also ask that you guide her steps towards a godly family of her own in the future. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
About your feelings of loneliness and not fitting in, remember that Jesus loves you and accepts you as you are. In Jeremiah 31:3, WEB, God says, "I have loved you with an everlasting love. Therefore I have drawn you with loving kindness."
Also, we want to remind you that as Christians, our identity is in Christ. We encourage you to seek Christian fellowship, perhaps in a local church or Christian groups, where you can find like-minded individuals who share your faith. Remember, "Therefore if any man is in Christ, he is a new creature. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new." (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB)
Regarding your wish for a family, we believe in the sanctity of marriage as a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, as outlined in the Bible. We encourage you to trust God's timing and seek a godly spouse when the time is right.
Lastly, we noticed that you mentioned "God and Jesus" in your prayer request. We want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6, WEB, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to build a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, accepting Him as your Lord and Savior.
May the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:7, WEB)