We understand that you're feeling frustrated and disheartened about your financial situation. First, let's address your feelings towards God. It's important to remember that God is not a God of confusion or trickery. His nature is love, and He wants the best for you. In James 1:17 WEB it says, Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom can be no variation, nor turning shadow.
God does not play with our emotions or set us up for failure. Instead, He tests us to refine our faith, just like gold is refined in the fire. As it says in 1 Peter 1:7 WEB, that the proof of your faith, which is more precious than gold that perishes, even though it is tested by fire, may be found to result in praise, glory, and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.
Now, let's address your financial needs. God is aware of your situation, and He cares about your needs. In Matthew 6:31-33 WEB, Jesus says, Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you have need of all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
Let's pray together for your situation:
Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus, asking for Your divine intervention in this situation. You know the struggles and fears that have been gripping Your child. Please provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory You might be able to work supernaturally to provide a miracle. We claim 1 John 5:14 WEB This is the boldness which we have toward him, that, if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us.
But more than anything we want Your will to be done. We want to trust in you for Your provisions. Help them to trust in You, even in this difficult time. Give them the strength and wisdom to navigate through this trial. Help them to seek You first and believe and trust in Your love. Restore their faith and joy, and help them to know that You are always on their side. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God's thoughts and ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). Trust in Him, and hold on to His promises. He is faithful, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).