missmissyyxoxo
Disciple of Prayer
My heart's been really heavy the past few months. I'm living on my own states away from my family and friends to attend school. I feel all alone and I hate the feeling and feel sometimes praying the situation . I had a really bad breakup with my ex and it seems to haunt me with regret for allowing myself to get hurt from the guy that broke my heart by cheating on me and leaving me for the girl involved. I'm just praying for peace and closure to come about the situation because it ended really bad and that if we are meant to be in the future that it does happen on God's timing, not mine. If not, I just pray for the right man to show up in my life and remind me things does get better in time. I also pray my job situation gets a lot better with my school schedule and that all the fear and anxiety of worrying about paying bills goes away. I'm only 22 and i'm trying to get closer to God by going to church more and been fasting and praying the past few days. I just want to feel at peace and be reminded that God does show some kind of sign that everything's gonna be okay for me. I've been so overwhelmed the past few days and I just don't know what to do anymore.