Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray my mind, body, and soul with be healthy. That I break my phone addiction, connect more, set goals and achieve them. Write lists and check them off. It amazes me others are doing that. I keep trying and lose track of what I’m doing. I don’t have any divulging, routine, or structure. It’s very difficult to focus on things. I’m very depressed . I spend a lot of time distracting myself from depressing thoughts I think. God save me. No one is coming. I must show up for myself but fear I’m falling short. I’m struggling with my mental, physical, and spiritual life. I feel I’m in the same cycle every year. And am I even doing the career that’s your purpose? I feel like I’m suppose to be traveling or doing something else - but no Vision or goal. Everyday just focused on paying down my debts. God bless my family and friends. As I feel like this is my consequence for being a shitty person. Depressed, complaining too much, addicted to my phone. And I just can’t think straight lately. Do what you can I accept your will for my life. Amen.