Aynlyren
Disciple of Prayer
Often I find myself in a constant loop of depression as I seek to still my mind of my hopes and dreams. I fall into days of sleep or a mind that will not still. For the better part of 3 years I have aspired to be more than I was becoming and who I was. Trapped in a life of torment and disgust as I profited off of the destruction of others. I looked for a better way out a way to take my mind and shape it into helping others while still being a man for my family that could provide but not shame them doing so. I fought every part of myself and my lifestyle to become the best version I could be while also looking to create something beautiful a business a life I and so many others could be proud of and benefit from. I have cried out many tears, bled, had endless nights of racing thoughts, countless hours of prayers, given way my family, separated myself from my past, moved across country, and lost just about everything but a roof, food and breath in my lungs which is what I cling too. I have found myself aching in pain calling for the word of the lord or a sign that I have not lost and put my faith into an impossible vision. I ask for prayer(s) to deliver me from this constant ailment of sorrow, depression and hopefulness. That instead through the joined prayers of the faithful, I will finally be able to bring my vision to pass of owning a successful real estate business that has 500+ employees that can rely on me to support their goals and families. Bringing change and innovation to a successful industry. While building a platform of truth and being the hand to others I only wished to have. I ask for prayers of supporter, partnerships, opportunities, funding, and the right minds and people to bring for this idea into reality as a whole.