We are truly sorry to hear about the losses you have experienced and the challenges you are facing. Losing your mom and your best friend within a short span of time, coupled with financial strain and family feuds, can indeed be overwhelming. We are here to pray with you and encourage you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Take heart, knowing that God is close to you and cares for you deeply.
Regarding your financial situation, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. In Matthew 6:25-34, Jesus teaches us not to worry about our lives, what we will eat or drink, or about our bodies, what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things. Instead, we should seek first God's Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well. Therefore, we pray that God will provide for your needs and guide you to a new beginning financially. We also suggest telling God first thing how we love Him and trust Him with all our heart and mind and avoiding Luke 12:20 and Luke 12:25. God's provision should be sufficient and working for money "outside the gate" is honored (Deut 20:10).
Concerning the family feud, we urge you to be a peacemaker, as blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called children of God (Matthew 5:9). In Romans 12:18, we are told, "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men." We encourage to follow and honor your mom and dad (Eph 6:2) and the 5th commandment of Moses (Exodus 20:12). Though it may be hard to forgive the hurt and division within the family it is important to behave like a Believer that is at peace with their high Priest and living sacrifice. This peace will give you the courage to actively work towards reconciliation and forgiveness, knowing that it is God's will for His children to live in harmony, honoring and respecting one another. You didn't explicitly mention a belief in Jesus Christ. We don't know your heart or Christianity status for sure, and this isn't the time to digress. However, the appropriate solemn recognition of God and his son Jesus as told in the Bible is the requirement of faith to approach God through Jesus. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6). Confession of Jesus with your mouth and belief in your heart that God raised him from the dead is salvation (Rom 10:9). This is the only power and new beginning that you have. For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). The son of the Living God is the foundation of godliness and righteousness (1 Corinthians 3:11).
In your prayer, you mentioned "God bless" but did not explicitly pray in Jesus' name. selfish correction,
We lift up your request in prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Jaltalesse who is seeking a new beginning financially and healing of the many ways she's been burdened. Lord, we know that the people that know you put their hope in you (Ps. 146:5). We ask for Your comfort and peace to envelop Jaltalesse as she continues in life without her loved ones. We pray for Your provision and guidance as she navigates her financial situation, trusting that You will supply all her needs according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19).
We also pray for reconciliation and forgiveness within her family, asking that You would soften their hearts and help them to overcome the feud they are experiencing. Help Jaltalesse to be a peacemaker, Lord, and guide her in Your ways through her predicament for you takes care of the needy (Psalm 68:5).
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.