We are concerned for you and want to help you understand your experiences from a biblical perspective. First, let's address your statement that the Holy Spirit is tormenting you. The Holy Spirit is described in the Bible as a Comforter, not a tormentor. Jesus said,
"I will pray to the Father, and he will give you another Counselor, that he may be with you forever: the Spirit of truth, whom the world can’t receive; for it doesn’t see him and doesn’t know him. You know him, for he lives with you, and will be in you." John 14:16-17 WEB.
The Holy Spirit convicts us of sin and guides us into all truth, but He does not torment us. If you are experiencing torment, it is not from the Holy Spirit. It could be from an unclean spirit or even a psychological issue.
We need to consider that you may be experiencing spiritual warfare. The Apostle Paul says,
"Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places." Ephesians 6:11-12 WEB.
Let's pray for your deliverance and peace of mind right now.
Dear Lord, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before You lifting up this dear one who is experiencing torment. Lord, if there are any unclean spirits operating in their life, we command them to leave right now in Jesus' name. We pray for your holy angels to minister to them and bring comfort and peace. We also pray for clear spiritual discernment, that they may accurately perceive what is happening in the spiritual realm. Surround them with Your love and protection, and guide them into Your truth.
In addition, you mention the Holy Spirit has ruined your life. The Holy Spirit did not come to ruin your life.
"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." John 10:10 WEB
The devil has come to steal, kill, and destroy. You may have opened yourself up to the influence of evil spirits. A door may have been opened in your life to spiritual influences that may have seemed innocent at first but have led to this situation. We need to pray and ask God to reveal if something needs to be dealt with in your life.
We also notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It is only by His name that we have access to God the Father. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to people by which you must be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB.
If you have not already done so, ask Jesus Christ into your heart.
Finally, we strongly advise you to seek support from your local church or a trusted Christian friend or family member. It's not good for you to be isolated in this situation. Share your experiences with someone who can provide godly counsel and support.
We will continue to pray for you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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