Anonymous
Beloved of All
I guess I need prayers. Having a really bad time lately and pray every day for just a sign of hope and nothing happens just a new added prob or worry. I am starting to doubt my faith or that god hears me or simply isn’t one. I don’t know anymore. I have prayed for even the smallest things my whole life. But the last few years nothing I ask for gets resolved. I know “gods” timing or plan isn’t ours but the no should send me or whoever I pray for another way to better and it doesn’t. I feel worse today than years ago because nothing happens. I can’t take much more of this life and world and I need God to show up today. I need hope. I need him to show me I matter