God & Jesus, Thank you for this day. I have to work tomorrow all day open ‘til close. I pray I have a busy day and make the store money, and the customers are satisfied and they keep coming back. Jesus, I pray the needs are met for Austin, B.J., Grace, Evan. Jesus, I come humbled to you, asking for you to help your baby brothers and sisters, Duane, Liana, Emily, Olivia, Trinity, Jackson, Matilda, Austin, B.J., Grace, Evan, Isaiah, Jacob with what they are going through. If it is me, then help me to where I can lift all up in being wise, love, truth, mercy, laughing, telling jokes, good tidings, good peace, and good conversation, hugs and kisses, high fives, playing games, your truth, your smiles and laughter, and your wisdom and common sense and a backbone to protect themself and the bad will depart from us. I pray Austin, B.J., Grace, Evan to be glad and rejoice with each other. Jesus, I pray for Austin, B.J., Grace, Evan with me, they are going through some stuff, and so Jesus, I pray to you for them, because Liana and Carl, we argue, and say things we shouldn’t say and it is bad for them, and I know this, no excuses, because I am an adult and I know right from wrong, even though, I try to leave him alone, and I have even tried to change the subject when he gets mad, and I leave him alone and he won’t listen, and so, I pray, for Austin, B.J., Grace, Evan and I pray they can be glad with themself and others and know you and know love and they love you and they love themself and they love others, and between me and Carl, we don’t get along; and my children deserve love and to be glad. Jesus, I pray Liana, Austin, B.J., Grace and Evan can get out of this situation and be glad and happy and rejoice and be wise, and laugh and smile, and we can have time together, go to church Sunday morning and praise your holy name for all you have done. Jesus, I feel like my children are in a constant battle, my husband, thinks he has to have the last word, and it don’t get us with you, so, I ask and pray, me praying to you, I love my children, and they deserve to be glad and laugh, and tell jokes and hear jokes, and smile, and walk in peace, and be wise, etc.... Grace told me tonight, she is scared of her daddy, and now he has started back drinking and it makes him a worse man because he hears what he wants to hear and he loses his good senses. I told him why don’t he talk to his oldest children how he talks to me and my children, he wouldn’t like it. And he and them wouldn’t like it. So then why does he treat us that way? It’s unfair how he is. Carl trash talks everyone and he thinks it’s ok to do that. I am almost fed up with Carl, my decision has been made, and I pray Jesus, I pray what ever the decision is you make I will be alright with it because we don’t won’t to be with him while he is drinking or sober sometimes. And I am praying me and Carl are separated. I’m not sure how you and God puts up with him. And so, Jesus, I pray to stand up for those I love and I know how they are feeling because Carl puts me through the same thing, and I don’t won’t to be with Carl no more when he is drunk and even when he is sober he is still mean, and his words are so cruel, I pray his cruel words befail him because he is suppose to be a Christian who knows the holy Bible, and he knows the holy Bible without reading or looking up some of it, me, I have a few scriptures memorized, and I am always looking up where to find what in the table of contents and Carl was saved and baptized a long time ago, when he was a child/teenager and he has seemed to slip some where and lose his faith and love and peace and heart. As for me, I have felt this way to, my children aren’t scared of me, I raise my voice when they are asked to do something, I have disciplined them many times when wrong doing to correct them, they run to me to protect them from him. Jesus, I ask and pray you restore Liana, Austin, B.J., Grace, Evan: faith, truth, love, protection, our life with you, our peace, heart and love, hard work, responsibility, our wisdom and common sense, help me and my children to do what is right for our name sake and yours and others. Jesus, I pray for Carl, I pray his faith is restored and he can remember how to love me and his children for my name sake. Jesus, I pray in the name of the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen