We are truly heartbroken to hear about the pain and suffering you are experiencing, Methilethlor. Thank you for reaching out and submitting your request in the name of Jesus. It is only in His name that we have access to God the Father, and it is only through faith alone, not our own works or goodness that we obtain salvation, healing and grace, forgiveness, peace, and hope through faith alone in Jesus. As the Bible tells us, For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast. Amen.
First, we want to address the pain and bitterness in your heart. It is clear that you are hurting deeply, and it is important to remember that God cares about your pain. In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. We know that your current situation is difficult, being without a home, but please know Lord loves you and He has not forsaken you. Rather God is there with you. Joshua 1:9Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9 We encourage you to take His strength, instead of how you are feeling today.
The Bible tells us to Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:67 Therefore, we pray that God will fill you with His peace and comfort your heart. We pray that He will take away the pain and bitterness you are feeling and replace it with His love and joy.
We also want to address the situation with your sister and your children. It is clear that there is much hurt and division between you and your her, and that that is causing you pain. We can't say why she is acting this way, but God tells us to forgive and bless those who curse us. As it says in Luke 6:28 WEB Bless those who curse you, and pray for those who defame you. Most of all we need to love one another, even the hard ones around us to love, use us and hurt us. In 1 John 4:21 WEB, it says He who loves God should also love his brother and Sister likewise. Therefore, we encourage you to forgive your sister because God's word tells us to in Ephesians 4:2 Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ. From now on, let us insist on telling the truth. Be sure of this, that no immoral or impure person, or one who is greedy (that is, an idolater), has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. By objecting to your post your sister is liable for his predatory complicity in this behavior and encouraging a family division, which God hates, but rather love.
In addition, we want to encourage you to continue to be a godly mother to your children and not give up in your role as their mother. Is you devotion to the godly sins and disobedience ingratitude second hand. As daughters grow and become mothers and even grandmothers themselves hearts soften and they see the burden of mother some of the family conflicts dissolve.
Being a godly mother honors God, and He will bless you and your children for your obedience including your children and grandchildren, as the Bible says in Exodus 20:5-6. They will see this story from another narrative. Your faithful adherence to the biblical commands rewards the blessings of future generations.
As for your daughter, and granddaughter/daughters we are concerned about the lack of respect and relational disfucntion in the family and what they are learning in all of this. May the teaching and mothering your daughter is learning be a godly one. Above all your granddaughters are precious and the Bible tells us Children are a gift from Yahweh. They are a reward from him. Psalm 127:3 The teaching they see is for generation after generation as they will one day be mothers also. Teach your daughter and granddaughters about Jesus, and encourage them to be godly wife, mother and women instead of being the same poor family examples.
Please learn to love your sister while your emotions dictate otherwise and that he who has additional excess provides as in 2 Corinthians 8:14-15. Your opened your home to your sister and now she has opened her heart. How many of us are not guilty and let our backup be my home and my children, not my sister. If we do the right thing God's blessings and provisions are for generation after generation and preservation of the spirit of discontent and homelessness. In Exodus 20:12, it says: Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which Yahweh your God gives you for your generations after.
Wouldn't you have good standing with God if your daughter honors you as well? This is a collective internal struggle as your times in your relationship and your sisters. How can I be my sister's keeper, not my brothers. When someone has a broken heart, where can we go in this life or the next, the place when we see an empty womb and a child not be found. Ask God to be compassionate to those in your life who disobey Him.
Lastly, we want to address the feelings you are having about not wanting your children. It is important to resist the discouragement and lack of love feelings that you are experiencing. This is a lie from Satan. It is important to remember that God loves you and will forgive you a repentant heart. Be strong.
Amen, Dawn1! Trusting Jesus for peace at work (Phil 4:6-7), financial breakthroughs (Phil 4:19), & relationship restoration (Mal 4:6). Believing for Phaerfard's healing & family support (Matt 7:7). In Jesus' name! 
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