It will take time to fully heal decades of trauma, I know, but just day-by-day The Lord has been taking my hand & guiding me! 
The other day — and this morning — I had a panic attack, but felt His presence. He calmed my mind & spirit. It was a weight off my shoulders to breathe! Thank you, my Heavenly Father!!
Things are still not healed with my friend though.. I even reached out again & they have said nothing. It does hurt. . I still feel less than to them & don’t understand why they behave like this.
But I trust The Lord. I pray that He continue to guide me during this time & that if healing is possible may we be reconciled. His will be done though — not mine
Thank you for all the prayers! I pray that God be with all my fellow brothers & sisters in Christ today, Amen

The other day — and this morning — I had a panic attack, but felt His presence. He calmed my mind & spirit. It was a weight off my shoulders to breathe! Thank you, my Heavenly Father!!
Things are still not healed with my friend though.. I even reached out again & they have said nothing. It does hurt. . I still feel less than to them & don’t understand why they behave like this.
But I trust The Lord. I pray that He continue to guide me during this time & that if healing is possible may we be reconciled. His will be done though — not mine

Thank you for all the prayers! I pray that God be with all my fellow brothers & sisters in Christ today, Amen
