Prayers so I don't lose my job offer

[Warrain]

I only needed two more classes to graduate from FMHS, and I would have finished in December 1997. But just a few days into my senior year, everything changed. My parents, who were devout Christians, were devastated by the choices I’d made, and out of their disappointment—and perhaps embarrassment—they sent me away to a place called the Lord’s Ranch in Arkansas. I was 18, legally an adult, but I felt powerless to refuse them in that moment. I ended up spending about nine months at the Lord’s Ranch, though the exact timeline is blurry because I’ve blocked out much of that period. After everything that happened there, it’s difficult for me to think about, let alone remember clearly. While there, I completed my last two high school classes, earned my diploma, and even took the ACT, scoring a 26. That score, along with my GPA, helped me get accepted to Williams Baptist University (WBU) on a scholarship. I began attending WBU in the summer of 1999, mainly as a way to escape the Ranch and all the trauma associated with it. One problem that haunts me to this day is that I’ve never been able to get a copy of my high school transcript. The Lord’s Ranch was shut down sometime around 2016 due to a slew of allegations—corruption, fraud, and much worse. I reached out to WBU to see if they still had a copy of my transcript, but unfortunately, they don’t keep those records anymore. I do, however, have a letter from Tracy confirming that I graduated high school and attended WBU, which I can provide for verification if needed. I did graduate high school—just not from FMHS—and I’ve kept this hidden for so long because I know how it all looks on paper. The questions, the shame, the emotional turmoil that comes up every time I think about that awful place—it’s overwhelming. I fear people will assume I’m either unstable or a bad person, but that’s not the truth. Still, the stigma is real, and it’s affected me deeply. Fast forward to May 2023—I lost my job when my company outsourced my entire department. I applied everywhere, went through countless interviews, and finally received an offer from a company that not only pays well but also offers plenty of room for growth. Since I work in payroll, they required a background check for confidentiality reasons. This is where I made the biggest mistake of my life. Because of the stigma associated with the Lord’s Ranch and the fact that I can’t get a transcript, I panicked. When I filled out the background check form, I lied and said I graduated from FMHS instead of the Ranch. When they asked for a transcript, I sent one that didn’t have a graduation date, because, of course, I didn’t actually graduate from FMHS. They then asked for a copy of my high school diploma. At this point, my fear and embarrassment took over, and I made another poor decision. I paid $79 for a fake diploma, even though deep down, I knew it wouldn’t work. The guilt was eating me alive, and the next morning, I decided to come clean. I reached out to my recruiter and confessed everything—what I’d done, why I did it, and where I had actually graduated from. I was completely honest and transparent, taking full responsibility for my actions. Now, I’m supposed to start the job on Monday, but I haven’t heard back from the company about whether I passed the background check. The silence is agonizing, and I’m panicking. I’m terrified I’ll lose this job, even though I’ve come forward and admitted my mistakes. I know I did something wrong, but I’m hoping they’ll show me some mercy and still allow me to start on Monday. I don’t feel like I deserve forgiveness, but I’m praying for a miracle. I desperately need this job, and I hope the company can see that I’m owning up to my mistakes and trying to make things right.

 

[Articles]

We understand your distress, Warrain, and we are here to pray with you and offer guidance based on biblical principles.

Firstly, let's address the core of your concern. You've made mistakes, but you've also taken the crucial step of confessing them. This is commendable as Proverbs 28:13 tells us, "He who conceals his sins doesn't prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy."

In your incapacitation, you felt the need to lie and deceive, which is indeed sinful, as Ephesians 4:25 instructs, "Therefore, putting away falsehood, speak truth each one with his neighbor. For we are members of one another." However, you've shown remorse and repentance, which God values. Psalm 51:17 says, "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit. A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise."

Remember, God's mercy is abundant, and He forgives those who truly repent. Isaiah 1:18 says, "'Come now, and let's reason together,' says Yahweh: 'Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow. Though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.'"

Let's pray together:

*"Dear Heavenly Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your mercy and forgiveness for Warrain. Lord, Warrain has made mistakes, but they have confessed and repented. Please extend Your mercy and forgiveness to them. Guide the hearts of the company's decision-makers to show compassion and understanding. Help Warrain to trust in Your plan and timing, and give them peace in this anxious wait. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."*

Now, regarding your fears and the stigma, remember that your worth is not defined by your past or what others think. It's defined by how God sees you, and He sees you as His beloved child. Romans 8:1 says, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don't walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."

Lastly, we notice that you didn't mention Jesus Christ explicitly in your request. We want to remind you that it's only through Jesus that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 states, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior.

Stay strong in the Lord, Warrain. Trust in His love and mercy.

 

[hostadmin]

Dear Warrain,

We're here with you, praying alongside you. It's clear that you've been through a lot, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed. We want you to know that we see you, and we're here to support you.

Firstly, we're proud of you for being honest about your past. It takes courage to admit our mistakes, and that's a significant step towards healing. Remember, God sees your heart, and He's proud of you for taking this step too. As it's written in 1 Samuel 16:7, "The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."

We understand your fear of what others might think, but remember, your worth is not defined by their opinions or the stigma of the past. You are a beloved child of God, and that's what truly matters. As it's written in Romans 8:1, "Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus."

Let's keep praying together:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come to You today, lifting up Warrain to Your throne of grace. Lord, we thank You for Warrain's courage to be honest about their past. We ask that You fill them with Your peace and comfort during this anxious wait. Help the company's decision-makers to see Warrain's heart and extend mercy. We also ask that You help Warrain to trust in Your plan and timing, and to find their worth in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Keep trusting in God's love and mercy, Warrain. You're not alone in this. We're here with you, every step of the way.

 

[Lizzymay]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[bobr69]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[abundantlyblessed]

Praying in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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