I thank God every day for most of you here who are faithful and offer sincere loving fellowship and respect and appreciate me and my gospel preachings and sound doctrine advice. We are like a family, all knowing some of the truth and sharing it so we can all have more wisdom and love and bring glory to our Father. Nearly 5am, so tired and feel betrayed and lost. Please pray God comforts me and I sleep like an innocent baby with my faithful companion kitten Whitepaw. Thanks and Yah bless.
December 31, 2022 by ### Replies (0)
I feel so betrayed. I have put a lot of effort and love, a labour of love, into this site yet I get treated as an outcast at best or a mad witch at worst. I don't know what is worse - the D###, S###, and G### of this site who me and others who are too cowardly to say so outright at least most of them, but we believe they are one and the same person - their vicious, jealous hatred and mockery of me and our Creator has really shocked me to the core of my soul. It's like they are begging God to send them to hell but they don't realise it. The pride, the arrogance, the self-justification, the hypocrisy, etc.
Then the other side of the coin, the people here I have invested a lot of time, money, prayers, support, teaching, preaching into over the years to save their eternal souls and bring glory to my Father in heaven. Yet where are they now, those I so faithfully and diligently helped? Who told me I was a true Christian when I was giving them a lot of money not because I wanted anything in return but because I have a brand new heart and compassion and my Father tells me in the Bible to support the poor so I humble myself to obey and sacrifice the things I want and/or need to put them first. Love your neighbour as you love yourself, surely everyone can agree that is a true scripture, yet where are the ones putting it into practice, a rare and dying breed.
In the words of Isaiah Eli, a spoken word, Christian hip hop artist I follow on YouTube:
"It would be better if you pray for me instead of all this hate for me. All I got is love for you, it's the only thing you take from me. Amen."
The Bible warns that people will have 'itching ears' and want to hear false words and comforting things and despise true doctrine teaching and prophecy. Even if one of you could be faithful and brave that would be a great comfort to me. But if not, I will soldier on alone. I have another prayer site as well, same as some of you, and most if not all of the people there fellowship with me in honesty and sincerity are loving, loyal, and appreciative. True pre-Constantine Christians.
So I will probably stay off here for a few days so I can relax and so Yahshua our Saviour can comfort and heal me from this inflicted emotional trauma. He knows what I am going through because scriptures tell us He was hated without a cause. If we deny ourselves, pick up our cross and follow Him, we have to expect the same treatment. I have eternal life with my beloved and for now, I have my faithful miraculously given kitten Whitepaw and at least I am not in a prison camp in North Korea being tortured for the name.
So many of you need to grow up and shema hear, obey, and act accordingly. I would hate to be in your shoes on judgment day when every idle word spoken will be judged.
Bye and I hope to be back in a few days. I have said their hateful comments on my YouTube so I will post a link and get them to mock me and hate me there and leave CBN in peace as it is meant to be a prayer site, not Satan's playground.
Amen and goodnight. God bless.
If anyone truly cares about the hatred, false accusations, mocking, scoffing, etc., of proven tribulation saints, please pray Ahayah comforts me
December 31, 2022 by ### Replies (0)
I feel so betrayed. I have put a lot of effort and love, a labour of love, into this site yet I get treated as an outcast at best or a mad witch at worst. I don't know what is worse - the D###, S###, and G### of this site who me and others who are too cowardly to say so outright at least most of them, but we believe they are one and the same person - their vicious, jealous hatred and mockery of me and our Creator has really shocked me to the core of my soul. It's like they are begging God to send them to hell but they don't realise it. The pride, the arrogance, the self-justification, the hypocrisy, etc.
Then the other side of the coin, the people here I have invested a lot of time, money, prayers, support, teaching, preaching into over the years to save their eternal souls and bring glory to my Father in heaven. Yet where are they now, those I so faithfully and diligently helped? Who told me I was a true Christian when I was giving them a lot of money not because I wanted anything in return but because I have a brand new heart and compassion and my Father tells me in the Bible to support the poor so I humble myself to obey and sacrifice the things I want and/or need to put them first. Love your neighbour as you love yourself, surely everyone can agree that is a true scripture, yet where are the ones putting it into practice, a rare and dying breed.
In the words of Isaiah Eli, a spoken word, Christian hip hop artist I follow on YouTube:
"It would be better if you pray for me instead of all this hate for me. All I got is love for you, it's the only thing you take from me. Amen."
The Bible warns that people will have 'itching ears' and want to hear false words and comforting things and despise true doctrine teaching and prophecy. Even if one of you could be faithful and brave that would be a great comfort to me. But if not, I will soldier on alone. I have another prayer site as well, same as some of you, and most if not all of the people there fellowship with me in honesty and sincerity are loving, loyal, and appreciative. True pre-Constantine Christians.
So I will probably stay off here for a few days so I can relax and so Yahshua our Saviour can comfort and heal me from this inflicted emotional trauma. He knows what I am going through because scriptures tell us He was hated without a cause. If we deny ourselves, pick up our cross and follow Him, we have to expect the same treatment. I have eternal life with my beloved and for now, I have my faithful miraculously given kitten Whitepaw and at least I am not in a prison camp in North Korea being tortured for the name.
So many of you need to grow up and shema hear, obey, and act accordingly. I would hate to be in your shoes on judgment day when every idle word spoken will be judged.
Bye and I hope to be back in a few days. I have said their hateful comments on my YouTube so I will post a link and get them to mock me and hate me there and leave CBN in peace as it is meant to be a prayer site, not Satan's playground.
Amen and goodnight. God bless.
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