innominata
Humble Prayer Partner
I've been dealing with health problems for a few years now. Things seem to be getting worse. I'm having problems swallowing anything and eating food is not possible. doctors don't know why. I've lost a lot of weight in the last 7-9 months. my clothes don't fit. people say not nice things about me how I look. I am very thin and weak. I'm only able to eat (DRINK) my 'food' once a day and it's thin soup consistency. nothing solid. Liquids only. It's boring, tastes bland and awful and I really don't like it. Imagine drinking liquid for your only meal once a day for over a year! I'd love a burger, pizza, or anything other than protein drinks or liquid soup with nothing in it. I am lactose intolerant so I cant even have yogurt, ice cream or anything. Getting enough calories is difficult. I have tried so much and very little is doable with this condition. My throat muscles are weaker for sure.
God you said you'd meet our every need! I want to eat and swallow any/all food and digest with no problems. I want my auto immune system healed. I really want to swallow and not have the 'lump' in my throat and not feel like everything is stuck. I can tell it sticks there but doctors can't figure it out. Some even act like it's not possible. I surely am not making this up. I'd love to eat some good, tasty food and the meals my sweet elderly parents sometimes make - especially the holidays! I miss that. It makes me cry daily being like this.
JESUS HELP ME! Heal me and stop all attacks from the enemy and any evil from affecting me, my pets and my family. My life is a mess. I have chronic pain daily from degenerative disc issues. Years of heavy lifting and hard work has taken its toll. I am weak from not being able to eat and I'm light headed and fall over easily. Even have passed out. I broke my thumb/hand and I can't even lift my poor dog who needs me. My pets aren't doing well either. It also makes me cry. The enemy attacks. I cry out to God. No answers. So silent. I'm so sad and depressed with all of this. Being alone. Feeling unloved. Unwanted and not even feeling or sensing any love from God.
I battle depression and anxiety and severe loneliness. I've been praying for so many years why won't God answer my prayers?? I want to be healed. I want my pets healed and to be strong and healthy again. I have prayed for forgiveness, confessed my sins to God. Have I done something that he has forgotten me or doesn't love me anymore? Pastors have said to remind him of his promises in his word. I have done that for years. Still no answers. I feel so alone and so empty day and night. I have nobody.
I pray often for healing, restoration, blessings, Gods protection and a hedge of protection around and upon me, my pets, elderly parents and I pray for favor soon for each of us. My faith is shaken. Often I want to give up. But I want a godly spouse. I want some real friends and I desperately need financial blessings! my old car won't last much longer and I'm on a small fixed income. I have big bills and vet bills. No way of paying them without some miracles. I very much need miracles. Healing, blessings, turnaround and financial blessings soon. Really wanting miracles of healing for both my dogs. I lost one dog just a year ago. I feel its all attack of the enemy. My neighbors, or a former client might have had something to do with it.
Asking for prayer warriors to pray and believe for healing for me and my dogs and my elderly parents living in another town. I would really love to have a few good friends. A good GF/Spouse. My special someone to spend my life with. I have a big heart and I love deeply and I put myself into helping others daily. I wish they would remember I'm on a fixed income and the advice I provide them with comes from years of education and training. They take things for free and rarely pay me for my time, advice and the things I give them. Gods own word says "a fair days wages for a fair days work"
I do have a few unspoken needs and hopes/goals. I pray God blesses these things soon and that he receives honor and glory. Also that I can sense or feel him and know he is alive and in my life and loves me. I need something personal from you Lord God. This very day as the encouragement and blessing I desperately need. Need lifted from the pit of depression, profound loneliness and anxiety that hits so hard. And to be able to fall asleep much earlier every night. My mind races and I get a burst of energy when I should be getting tired and ready to sleep.
God bless you all. Thanks for your prayers and kindness.
God you said you'd meet our every need! I want to eat and swallow any/all food and digest with no problems. I want my auto immune system healed. I really want to swallow and not have the 'lump' in my throat and not feel like everything is stuck. I can tell it sticks there but doctors can't figure it out. Some even act like it's not possible. I surely am not making this up. I'd love to eat some good, tasty food and the meals my sweet elderly parents sometimes make - especially the holidays! I miss that. It makes me cry daily being like this.
JESUS HELP ME! Heal me and stop all attacks from the enemy and any evil from affecting me, my pets and my family. My life is a mess. I have chronic pain daily from degenerative disc issues. Years of heavy lifting and hard work has taken its toll. I am weak from not being able to eat and I'm light headed and fall over easily. Even have passed out. I broke my thumb/hand and I can't even lift my poor dog who needs me. My pets aren't doing well either. It also makes me cry. The enemy attacks. I cry out to God. No answers. So silent. I'm so sad and depressed with all of this. Being alone. Feeling unloved. Unwanted and not even feeling or sensing any love from God.
I battle depression and anxiety and severe loneliness. I've been praying for so many years why won't God answer my prayers?? I want to be healed. I want my pets healed and to be strong and healthy again. I have prayed for forgiveness, confessed my sins to God. Have I done something that he has forgotten me or doesn't love me anymore? Pastors have said to remind him of his promises in his word. I have done that for years. Still no answers. I feel so alone and so empty day and night. I have nobody.
I pray often for healing, restoration, blessings, Gods protection and a hedge of protection around and upon me, my pets, elderly parents and I pray for favor soon for each of us. My faith is shaken. Often I want to give up. But I want a godly spouse. I want some real friends and I desperately need financial blessings! my old car won't last much longer and I'm on a small fixed income. I have big bills and vet bills. No way of paying them without some miracles. I very much need miracles. Healing, blessings, turnaround and financial blessings soon. Really wanting miracles of healing for both my dogs. I lost one dog just a year ago. I feel its all attack of the enemy. My neighbors, or a former client might have had something to do with it.
Asking for prayer warriors to pray and believe for healing for me and my dogs and my elderly parents living in another town. I would really love to have a few good friends. A good GF/Spouse. My special someone to spend my life with. I have a big heart and I love deeply and I put myself into helping others daily. I wish they would remember I'm on a fixed income and the advice I provide them with comes from years of education and training. They take things for free and rarely pay me for my time, advice and the things I give them. Gods own word says "a fair days wages for a fair days work"
I do have a few unspoken needs and hopes/goals. I pray God blesses these things soon and that he receives honor and glory. Also that I can sense or feel him and know he is alive and in my life and loves me. I need something personal from you Lord God. This very day as the encouragement and blessing I desperately need. Need lifted from the pit of depression, profound loneliness and anxiety that hits so hard. And to be able to fall asleep much earlier every night. My mind races and I get a burst of energy when I should be getting tired and ready to sleep.
God bless you all. Thanks for your prayers and kindness.