Myrell
Disciple of Prayer
I need help. I love my boyfriend so much, but we have both become so toxic towards each other and drugs are mainly to blame. He has become so verbally and physically abusive, but I know that he has a good heart deep down, just as in we first met. We've been together nearly seven years, and the past almost three have been hell. I have been called every name in the book, have been physically hurt, but I forgive him and want to make this work. He IS a good man, and I still have faith in us, but barely. I can't walk away, as I have no where else to go. I do love him, and I want our communication to be restored and our trust brought back. I want us to be a health couple, like we once we're. I've been praying to God to help me, but these last few months I've felt so hopeless. He has told me I'm worthless, and I'm beginning to believe it. I've even contemplated suicide. But I can't give up on him. Please, I just need some prayers. Please, God, please help me.