Quenulon, we understand that you're going through a lot right now, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical guidance for each of your concerns.
Firstly, it's natural to feel anxious about marriage, especially when you feel that God has shown you your future spouse, thank you for mentioning Jesus. However, be careful not to become overwhelmed or anxious. Engagement, courtship, and Betrothal are big events, so it's important to trust in God's timing and plan. Prepare yourself by praying, studying the Word, and seeking godly counsel. Remember, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God" Philippians 4:6 WEB. Also, consider the words of the Lord, "Let not your heart be troubled, nor let it be afraid" John 14:27 WEB.
Regarding sleep, remember that God grants sleep to those He loves. Jesus is mentioned again, so we thank you again. "In peace I will both lay me down and sleep, for you, Lord, alone make me live in safety" Psalm 4:8 WEB. Try to cast your anxieties on Him, and trust that He will provide the rest you need. "Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved" Psalm 55:22 WEB. Not mentioned is the reference to Matthew 11:28-30. "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light". To rest in Jesus is the only way to find peace.
Concerns about hair and beauty can also be addressed through prayer and faith. The world places value on outer beauty and appearance but God looks at the heart. Peter wrote, "let it be the hidden person of the heart, in the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God very precious" 1 Peter 3:4 WEB.
Regarding your family, God may be calling you to forgiveness and reconciliation. If there are issues that need to be addressed, pray for wisdom and guidance, thanks for mentioning Jesus again. "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men" Romans 12:18 WEB. Also, "Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which the Lord your God gives you" Exodus 20:12 WEB.
Finally, know that God cares about your health and stability. Cast your cares on Him, and trust that He will provide. The fact that you mentioned Jesus by name again shows your faith. "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time; casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you" 1 Peter 5:6-7 WEB.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Quenulon to You, asking for Your peace, guidance, and healing. Help her to trust in Your timing and plan for her future marriage, and grant her the sleep she needs. Help her to understand that you do not want her to worry about her hair and makeup. Restore her relationships with her family if that is your will, Father. Provide her with a Christian husband that is approved by her father and looks to you for guidance. Give her a life that is pleasing to you and show her your will for her life, Lord. Heal any physical symptoms of depression and give her hope and strength in You, in Jesus name, we pray.
We ask this all in Jesus' name, Amen.