We appreciate your humility and honesty in this situation, Sister Ambria. It's commendable that you are seeking God's will and praying about your future husband. We will join you in prayer and provide some biblical guidance.
Firstly, it's important to remember that God's timing is perfect. His word says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says WEB, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. You shall call on me, and you shall go and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You shall seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:11-13 WEB.
Regarding your situation with the man you have feelings for, it's wise to be cautious and patient. You mentioned he is a man of God, which is encouraging. However, it's also crucial to ensure that any relationship aligns with biblical principles.
Long-distance relationships can be challenging, but they are not impossible if God is in the center. It's good that you are considering college and your future as well. Remember, Seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Matthew 6:33 WEB.
Since you both have prayed about each other, continue to trust God with this situation. It's also important to pray for discernment and wisdom. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him. James 1:5 WEB.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister Ambria. Lord, we thank you for her humility and honesty, and for her desire to seek your will. We pray for your guidance and wisdom in her situation. If it is your will, Lord, we pray that you would work in the hearts of both Ambria and the man she has feelings for, drawing them closer to you and to each other in your timing. Help them to trust in you and to wait patiently on your will.
Lord, we also pray for Ambria as she prepares for college. Guide her steps and help her to keep you at the center of all her plans. Give her peace and assurance that you are working all things together for her good, because she loves you and is called according to your purpose. Romans 8:28 WEB.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, continue to trust God with your future. He is faithful, and he will direct your paths as you acknowledge him. Trust in WEB with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. We are here to support you in prayer and to encourage you in your walk with the Lord.