Let's lift up Smilee for relief from leg pain and a restful night's sleep. "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak" (Isa 40:29). Trusting Jesus for complete healing and a swift return to work. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up 
Zonymeo
Prayer Partner
Hello dear brothers and sisters. When I met my ex girlfriend, she was under 100 pounds at 5’7 and covered with scars from cutting herself. She also had a severe eating disorder and couldn’t even look at her face in the mirror without crying and breaking down. With time and with love, she restored her weight and with much more time and love, she was able to see how beautiful her face truly is. 6 months after restoring her weight, she was still dealing with organ damage. My dear loved one was almost dead at 21. Aside from the eating disorder, she has complex ptsd from sexual abuse and an inappropriate emotional relationship with her father. Her own mother told her she didn’t want her. I was the only man who ever bought her flowers. It was the best time of my life just listening to her thoughts and holding her hand through her very serious daily hardships. Despite feeling like there was nothing wrong with our relationship, she was so overwhelmed with her illness that she couldn’t stand to be around anyone often times even me. She just isolated. She would talk about how sad it made her and how much she wanted to have a normal relationship. Furthermore, after hearing about several visions and disturbing events, a local Monsignor decided that she needed deliverance prayers and even gave me his cell phone number. He believed she is suffering from demonic affliction as do it. While we waited for deliverance help… bam, she moved away to live with her dad again. We were even talking about getting her baptized. We were still talking peacefully after her move at first and she told me she was trying to get therapy, started antidepressants but quit them right after. Started talking about suicide and wanting to do drugs. Keep in mind this is truly the sweetest and most gentle natured person I know. She is not a drug addict she is seeking an escape from her pain. She’s only ever been addicted to nicotine. Not long after she told me to stop talking to her altogether in the nicest way she could. I know this girl better than anyone. Better than my own family for the most part. She is on a downward spiral and it’s happening fast. Im worried she’ll never make it back to who she was before she moved away a month ago. We had the best week together before she left. She almost didn’t. She felt pressured by the plans she made with her dad who was the reason she moved away to begin with, so she went anyway. Please. I ask with all of my heart. Pray that my dearest Vianna may be healed. Please pray that we may be reunited if it is compatible with Gods holy will. I’ve never wanted anything more. I’m worried she will be lost forever if she goes down the road she did before I met her. And I will worry I will be as well at that point. My spirit is very weak at this point. We could use all the prayers we could get. As much as I’d love to attach a picture of her beautiful face, she is too insecure with herself and would feel betrayed if I did. She barely ever let me have pictures of her at all. It bothered her to see her own face and body. I can’t put it into words how important to me this is and how much I will love each one of you who prays for her and I. I’m struggling to even live my life. I’m overcome with grief and concern for her well being. She isn’t happy there and seems to have only had one good day there since we stopped talking. I hardly understand how this happened so fast. We never really fought and the last time we talked she thanked me for how kind and forgiving I was to her during her episodes and how happy she was with the changes in her life. Now only a month later she is closer to where she started than when she left I’m afraid.
Please pray that her heart may be opened to me that we may even just talk if not reunited.
Please pray that her heart may be opened to me that we may even just talk if not reunited.
