Baymesea
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. I am asking for prayers for my next two court dates. I posted a few days ago, I spoke about how I fell back into alcohol over the summer and made some poor choices, and now I’m in counseling for my addiction, and those that have been affected by my actions have been very merciful and forgiving of my actions. But now I still need to deal with the court. I’ve had one answered prayer already in this, and I am so thankful. I honestly don’t deserve the mercy I’ve received not only from God but those around me. I’m so thankful for the people God has put in my life, in a way I’ve never really experienced before. Now I’m asking for prayers that I would receive mercy during this process and that I would just get probation… It’s really important to me to be home and able to provide, continue on my path of healing and recovery in terms of my relationships, my addiction and most importantly growing closer to God through repentance. This experience has been so humbling and has caused me to really look at my sinfulness and how that sinfulness not only destroys me, but those around me. I’ve realized that no matter how many times I say both my morning and evening prayers or show up to liturgy, if I don’t allow God to change me, I’m still going to be the same broken, hurt, angry and enslaved person I’ve always been… Lord Jesus Christ, son of God have mercy on me. My name is Cody, My wife is Paije, and My son is Clayton.