We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, and we're here to pray and offer guidance based on biblical principles. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always there for you, and He cares about every detail of your life. The Bible tells us, "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved" Psalm 55:22 WEB.
Regarding your feelings of anxiety and bad visions, we encourage you to read God's promises in the Bible. God tells us not to be anxious: "have no anxiety at all, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7 WEB
Regarding your feelings of loneliness and lack of companionship, we want to remind you that God is always with you, and He is the ultimate source of comfort and companionship. The Bible tells us, "For I will never leave you, nor forsake you" Hebrews 13:5 WEB.
Regarding your feelings of inadequacy due to your mental disability, remember that God created you in His image, and He has a purpose for your life. The Bible tells us, "But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me" 2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB.
Regarding your desire to find a job, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. The Bible tells us, "But remember Yahweh your God, for it is he who gives you power to get wealth; that he may confirm his covenant which he swore to your fathers, as it is today" Deuteronomy 8:18 WEB.
Finally, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The Bible tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men, by which we must be saved!" Acts 4:12 WEB. If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Since this prayer does not mention Jesus, let's talk about Him.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Eloeroermoor to You. Lord, we pray for Your peace and comfort to surround them, and for Your healing touch to cure them of their anxiety and bad visions. We pray for Your provision in their life, that You would open up job opportunities for them, and that You would guide them in their decisions regarding the mission trip. We pray for their family and friends, that You would watch over them and protect them. We pray that Eloeroermoor would come to know You more intimately, and that they would find their ultimate source of comfort and companionship in You. We pray that they would come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, and that they would be saved by His name. We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.