Hope in Jesus
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Prayers for Matthew, please continue praying for my son Matthew, he is still having severe ocd behavior, he can't take a shower or change his clothes, only eats certain foods at certain times, ect. He is on medication, has been for 3 months now, we really didn't want to do that but really had no choice, it was so severe. He says he feels about 50% better, but yet still does all the ocd things, does anyone know how long it takes? One of the biggest things I just don't understand is why after so much pouring our hearts out to God , begging God , pleading with God to please help us!!! I feel like God has completely abandoned us. I always believed that when something really bad thing was happening, that I could 100% just come to him and he would help, but I just feel abandoned and really questioning my faith in God. I don't understand also why God would allow Matthew to not even be mentally able to read the bible? He used to read the bible or watch sermons on his phone literally every waking minute and now he can't do any of it, is it the devil causing this? Can a Christian, and I hate to say it, be possessed? That's the only thing I can kinda compare his change to, he's a different person completely, no matter how exhausted I am, he still makes me do things for him and that was never Matthew , he was very loving and caring and now he acts like he only cares about himself, I'm guessing that's the ocd, but it's so hurtful. Please pray for us, Thank you