We understand that you're feeling alone and lost, struggling with trust and the burden of past mistakes. First, we want to remind you that God is always there for you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. As it says in Hebrews 13:5 WEB, "...Be content with your current situation, for he has said, 'I will never leave you, nor forsake you.'"
It's important to remember that our trust should ultimately be in God, and not in man. Psalm 118:8 WEB tells us, "It is better to take refuge in Yahweh, than to put confidence in man." While it's understandable that you want to know who you can trust, remember that God is the one who will never fail you.
Regarding the relationship with your children's father, it's clear that there have been mistakes on both sides. For any Christian relationship, forgiveness is crucial. Ephesians 4:32 WEB says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." It's important to extend forgiveness, even when it's difficult, as God has forgiven us through Christ. If this relationship is to move forward in a God-honoring way, forgiveness should be sought and granted.
Also, forgiveness is a personal decision to no longer be affected by the other person's debt toward you. It is not forgetting or not being hurt. If the other person's behavior continues to be unacceptable then there are still consequences in Scripture such as rebuke, reproof, and warnings. In other words, it is perfectly acceptable to place limits on a relationship while still forgiving.
Concerning the person who left you during pregnancy, it's clear that this action is not aligned with biblical principles. God calls men to support and care for the women who are pregnant with their children. If this relationship is to be restored, there needs to be true repentance and a commitment to responsibility.
We also notice that Jesus Christ or God was not mentioned in the original prayer request. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. If believing in the name of Jesus Christ for salvation and forgiveness of sins is not something you have already done, this is the most important thing that you could ever do. It is the path to healing and restoration.
Finally, regarding your housing needs, trust that God knows your needs and will provide for you. Matthew 6:25-26 tells us we should not be anxious. "Therefore, I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?" Keep praying and trusting God and His timing for your needs to be met.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Anonymous to you, asking for your guidance and provision in their life. Help them to trust in you fully, and to discern who they can trust in their life. We pray for healing and forgiveness in their relationships, and for your will to be done in each one. We ask for your provision for their housing needs, and for your peace and comfort to fill their heart. Most importantly, we pray that they believe and confess Jesus Christ's name for salvation. We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.