Threiroansin
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Army of God, It was so long since I didn't write to you, I'm really missing your words for encouragement and I ask you prayers for my sister, She needs healing as she suffers from weakness in hearing. We pray for years for her healing and we believe that God is listening to our screams. However, she still suffers from weakness in hearing and she uses aids for improving her hearing but still it doesn't work. We are frustrated as a family because of her, especially my mom and dad, their heart is broken and I failed to be a blessing for her. I prayed with her a lot but she didn't recover yet. We're trying to see a way for her recovering and treatment through an operation. However, it's not the best option because they will plant a cochlea and it's really hard. We don't know what to do. I tried to take my sister to ###, ###, or ### where powerful ministers exist there, but I was afraid if we could pay for a costly trip and finally the results will be the same. I repent instead of my family, I have broken the curses of old generations. I fasted for Godly interventions but nothing new. I'm in ### waiting for my documents and to have a permit to work legally and I'm waiting for a miracle in that issue. In ###, all workers and HR recruiters come from a city called ### in the deep south of ### and the majority are Muslims and when it comes to hiring in companies they prefer Muslims or ###, also because of the rate of wages there, as well as in ###. We're suffering from unemployment and rarely when you find a Christian in a good company works in a good position. Most of Christian workers, they have private work or work for companies owned by Christians, otherwise of that, it's hard. I'm ### years old and I'm starting my career!!!! I'm trying to find a way for working and starting my life. I'm sad, I'm really sad. I worked before and I have experience but I did nothing! I have to ### to open a house and get a wife. I feel that I lost my life running after Christian conferences, wishing to minister and serve God and I neglected my practical life. I'm a graduate of an institute of Computer Science and my experience is limited and I need to take some courses to build myself up. My sister and me, we are a problem for our parents. We were born by a word and a promise of God, my parents weren't given babies and God spoke in the tongue of a man of God, and after that vision, they gave me and then my sister, younger than me, two years. Why all that stuff happens if we are called by God? Why God allows for such pain and suffering? I don't have answers, please pray for us, at least for the joy of my dad and mom. They want to see their sons are good.!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you and