Threiroansin
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Army of God, It was so long since I didn't write to you, I' really miss your words for encouragement and I ask you prayers for my sister, She needs healing as she suffers from weakness in hearing. We pray for years for her healing and we believe that God is listening our screams, However she still suffers from weakness in hearing and she uses aids for improving her hearing but still it doesn't work. We are frustrated as a family because of her specially my mom and dad, their heart is broken and I failed to be a bless for her, i prayed with her a lot but she didn't recovered yet. we're trying to see a way for her recovering and treatment through an operation, However it's not the best option because they will plant Chochlea and it's really hard. we don't know what to do. I tried to take my sister to Nigeria, Uganda or Kenya where are powerful ministers are exists there but I was afraid if we could pay for a costly trip and finally the results will be the same. I repent instead of my family, I have broken the curses of old generations. I fasted for Godly inteferalls but nothing new. I'm in Greece waiting for my documents and to a have a permit to work legally and I'm waiting for a miracle in that issue. In Dubai, all workers and HR recruiters come from a city called Karella in the deep south of India and the majority are Muslims and when it comes to hiring in companies they prefer Muslims or Pakistanis, also because of the rate of wages there, as well as in Egypt, We're suffering from unemployment and rarely when you find a christian in a good company works in a good position, Most of Christian workers, they have private work or work for companies owned to christians, otherwise of that, It's hard. I'm 36 years and I'm starting my Career!!!! I'm trying to find a way for working and starting my life. I'm sad, I'm really sad. I worked before and I have experience but I did nothing! I have to money to open a house and get wife. I feel that I lost my life running after christian conferences, wishing to minister and serve God and I neglected my practical life, I'm a graduate of an institute of Computer Scienece and my experience is limited and I need to take some courses to build up myself. My sister and me, we are a problem for our parent. we were born by a word and a promise of God, my parent weren't give babies and God spoke in the tongue of man of God, and after that vision, they gave me and then my sister, younger than me, two years. Why all that stuff happens if we are called by God? Why God allows for such pain and sufferings ? I don't have answers please pray for us, at least for the joyful of my dad and mom. they want to see their sons are good.!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you and