Loreuvale
Disciple of Prayer
At the age of 19 I went through something very serious and traumatic. I was very traumatised and scarred from my experience. This led to mental health issues and issues finding work and finding stability in life. I moved in and out of my parents house and abroad. I did loads of different things. It was only last year I finally received the right help I needed for my past trauma. Unfortunately I have lost so much time and I feel so sad. I am nearly 33 and I am sitting here thinking. I am living with family , I don't have a home of my own or a career or a husband or children. I am feeling very upset and I like a Christian man that I am concerned will look down on my circumstances because I am not thriving in life. I am finding things so hard and I don't want this to be my life. Jesus am I just sort of doomed to singleness , no career, no home , no husband forever because it feels like nothing is happening. I can't live with my family now it is holding me back and they are emotionally very abusive. My mum doesn't take me seriously at all. This is a lot jesus and I am starting to think you want me to be stuck. I am so stressed and I want freedom. I am devastated that I am doing better in life. Please show me the following : My future husband My career I need this now Please show me somewhere to live. Jesus I need this badly and I don't feel like you see or hear me. In the name of Jesus Christ.