Natalie A
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear Heavenly Father & GP Community. It has been a couple of months since I last posted. So many things has changed and has happened. I had been asking U all to pray for my beloved mother. For she was diagnosed w/ stage IV liver & pancreatic cancer in May 2016. Shortly there after, 32 days to be exact, GOD called her home. It has been an agonizing past few weeks. My siblings and I have to get use to this "new normal." I am at a loss. I feel numb, broken and empty. I am in so much pain. Didn't know that my heart and soul could be in so much pain.
Just about every day, I have a meltdown. Sometimes more than on 1 occasion. I can't concentrate and am depressed, sad and angry. I don't know why GOD chose to take her away from us so soon. I still can't believe she's gone & that I will never see nor talk to her again while I'm still here.
I am asking U Lord & GP community to please pray over me and my family. For this is a very difficult time for us. We are just taking it day by day & times that is difficult. I ask U Lord to comfort us and give us the strength to go on with our lives. Because I know mom would have wanted us to.
Also, please pray over my spouse's business. He's not doing so well financially. I pray that he gets back on his feet. Pray over his safety and pray that all his dreams & goals come to fruition. Please pray for better opportunities for him as well.
Also, please pray over my children. Pray that my husband & I raise them up in the way they should go. Pray that they continue to give U praise Lord each and everyday. Pray for a prosperous school year. Pray for their bus driver and all of the students riding that bus. Pray for the safety of all children riding school buses or public transportation to get to and from school.
Please pray over my nieces & nephews for good health, protection and prosperous school year. Pray for my niece who is away at college that she is always safe & that she has a successful school year.
Please pray for my oldest child who tends to go to battle with me every day. Pray that he calms down, changes his attitude towards me and that he is GOD fearing. Pray that he takes life and school seriously.
Please pray over me Lord. It has not been easy for me. Pray that I maintain my current job. However, I am not happy there. Pray that U give me the strength & determination to seek employment elsewhere with better pay, better commute, better hours and great benefits.
Pray over my siblings with anything that is challenging in their private lives. Pray that you help them to cope with the loss of our beloved mother. Pray that whatever else they are going thru they always include you in it. Pray for their situations to improve.
Also, please pray for peace in our country. We are living in difficult times. So many young brown people are losing their lives to senseless violence and by the hands of police. Pray that U fix this generational and systemic racism that's plagueing our society. Help us to live together as one human race.
Pray over all the GP community for are fighting their own battles. Pray that all their intentions are answered.
Pray over my uncle who hasn't completely recovered from a surgery he's had about a year ago. Please restore his health 100%. Pray that we may continue to connect with him and that he lives long. For he was my mother's brother and they were very close.
Please pray over my new family especially Aunt that I just met at my mother's service. Help us to stay connected to her and the rest of the family.
Please pray for all those who are suffering in any way.
Pray for all those who need peace. Pray for peace on earth.
Lastly, Lord, please pray for the sanctity of my marriage. Make it whole again. Lately, I haven't been thrilled with my spouse. Pray that if this marriage is to last that we both commit to it 100%.For this is one of the last things my beloved said before she passed away. She said even if she dies, she wants us to stay together forever.
Also, please pray over my car. For it's on it's last leg. Please pray that it pass inspection. Please pray that there are not major problems wrong with my car. Most importantly, please pray for traveling mercies every time I go get in the car. Currently, I have really bad tires that needs to be replaced. But currently don't have the money to replace them because they cost $300 each to replace and I need all 4 tires. Please pray for a financial miracle Lord so that I can pay for the tires and all other expenses that I need to make my car safe to drive. This is a concern that keeps me up at night.
Lord, I ask that you find some way to allow me an opportunity to get a newer car. I really need one because this is my livelihood, my bread and butter. This is how I get to and from work and church, run errands, visit family and friends and go places. There are no buses where I live. So I ask U in Jesus' name to help me out.
Also, please help me find a way to repay my student loan debt. I am in default and don't know what to do. Please help me find a solution to this agonizing problem. I don't make enough to pay them back and don't know how to go about reaching out to them with out them garnishing my wages.
Lastly, please pray for financial & spiritual blessings for me and my financial. We are in dire need. Please provide us with a way to continue to keep a roof over our heads, food on the table, clothes on our backs and pay all our bills and debt.
Please Lord, hear my prayers and intentions. Let these words be believed, received and accepted. In the name of Jesus.
Amen
Just about every day, I have a meltdown. Sometimes more than on 1 occasion. I can't concentrate and am depressed, sad and angry. I don't know why GOD chose to take her away from us so soon. I still can't believe she's gone & that I will never see nor talk to her again while I'm still here.
I am asking U Lord & GP community to please pray over me and my family. For this is a very difficult time for us. We are just taking it day by day & times that is difficult. I ask U Lord to comfort us and give us the strength to go on with our lives. Because I know mom would have wanted us to.
Also, please pray over my spouse's business. He's not doing so well financially. I pray that he gets back on his feet. Pray over his safety and pray that all his dreams & goals come to fruition. Please pray for better opportunities for him as well.
Also, please pray over my children. Pray that my husband & I raise them up in the way they should go. Pray that they continue to give U praise Lord each and everyday. Pray for a prosperous school year. Pray for their bus driver and all of the students riding that bus. Pray for the safety of all children riding school buses or public transportation to get to and from school.
Please pray over my nieces & nephews for good health, protection and prosperous school year. Pray for my niece who is away at college that she is always safe & that she has a successful school year.
Please pray for my oldest child who tends to go to battle with me every day. Pray that he calms down, changes his attitude towards me and that he is GOD fearing. Pray that he takes life and school seriously.
Please pray over me Lord. It has not been easy for me. Pray that I maintain my current job. However, I am not happy there. Pray that U give me the strength & determination to seek employment elsewhere with better pay, better commute, better hours and great benefits.
Pray over my siblings with anything that is challenging in their private lives. Pray that you help them to cope with the loss of our beloved mother. Pray that whatever else they are going thru they always include you in it. Pray for their situations to improve.
Also, please pray for peace in our country. We are living in difficult times. So many young brown people are losing their lives to senseless violence and by the hands of police. Pray that U fix this generational and systemic racism that's plagueing our society. Help us to live together as one human race.
Pray over all the GP community for are fighting their own battles. Pray that all their intentions are answered.
Pray over my uncle who hasn't completely recovered from a surgery he's had about a year ago. Please restore his health 100%. Pray that we may continue to connect with him and that he lives long. For he was my mother's brother and they were very close.
Please pray over my new family especially Aunt that I just met at my mother's service. Help us to stay connected to her and the rest of the family.
Please pray for all those who are suffering in any way.
Pray for all those who need peace. Pray for peace on earth.
Lastly, Lord, please pray for the sanctity of my marriage. Make it whole again. Lately, I haven't been thrilled with my spouse. Pray that if this marriage is to last that we both commit to it 100%.For this is one of the last things my beloved said before she passed away. She said even if she dies, she wants us to stay together forever.
Also, please pray over my car. For it's on it's last leg. Please pray that it pass inspection. Please pray that there are not major problems wrong with my car. Most importantly, please pray for traveling mercies every time I go get in the car. Currently, I have really bad tires that needs to be replaced. But currently don't have the money to replace them because they cost $300 each to replace and I need all 4 tires. Please pray for a financial miracle Lord so that I can pay for the tires and all other expenses that I need to make my car safe to drive. This is a concern that keeps me up at night.
Lord, I ask that you find some way to allow me an opportunity to get a newer car. I really need one because this is my livelihood, my bread and butter. This is how I get to and from work and church, run errands, visit family and friends and go places. There are no buses where I live. So I ask U in Jesus' name to help me out.
Also, please help me find a way to repay my student loan debt. I am in default and don't know what to do. Please help me find a solution to this agonizing problem. I don't make enough to pay them back and don't know how to go about reaching out to them with out them garnishing my wages.
Lastly, please pray for financial & spiritual blessings for me and my financial. We are in dire need. Please provide us with a way to continue to keep a roof over our heads, food on the table, clothes on our backs and pay all our bills and debt.
Please Lord, hear my prayers and intentions. Let these words be believed, received and accepted. In the name of Jesus.
Amen