Gwarsemell
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my husband and I’s marriage—understanding, forgiveness, passion. I’ll try to make this short but also have a lot heavy on my heart. My husband and I have been together for ### years, married for ###. After our son was born, he cheated on me. Moved in with her and totally destroyed my self-worth; I was completely blindsided. A couple of months went on and I was finally putting myself back together. He ended up begging me for forgiveness. We went to therapy and it took a long time to rebuild trust. (My previous boyfriend cheated on me all the time also.) Moving forward, everything was going good. We got baptized, married, bought a house—rarely ever fought and when we did, we worked it out right away. The past couple of years have been rough. His computer was left open onto his messenger and he had written to a girl he used to mess around with that he’d love to F%#^ her again; she was really fun to sleep with—but he’s married and he’s just reaching out to see if she wants to go on a date with his friend. Another message I found was to a girl that we know and she was suntanning in her yard; his words to her were “those curves make it really hard for a married man.” Once again, he apologized but doesn’t understand that it’s hard to forget what was said and it’s still cheating or could possibly lead to it. I feel like the devil has taken over him. He belittles me and flips out in anger if I ever bring it back up. Once again, my self-worth and trust are broken. Please also pray for comfort. Sometimes I feel like if he just holds me or cuddles me it will help know that I’m wanted.