Gwarsemell
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my husband and I’s marriage- understanding, forgiveness, passion. I’ll try to make this short but also have a lot heavy on my heart. My husband and I haveu been together for 18 years, married for 11. After our son was born he cheated on me. Moved in with her and totally destroyed my self worth, I was completely blindsided. A couple months went on and I was finally putting myself back together. He ended up begging me for forgiveness. We went to therapy and it took a long time to rebuild trust. ( my previous boyfriend cheated on me all the time also.) moving forward everything was going good. We got baptized, married, bought a house- rarely ever fought and when we did we worked it out right away. The past couple years have been rough. His computer was left onto his messenger and he had wrote to a girl he used to mess around with that he’d love to F%#^ her again, she was really fun to sleep with- but hes married and he’s just reaching out to see if she wants to go on a date with his friend. Another message I found was to a girl that we know and she was suntanning in her yard his words to her were “those curves make it really hard for a married man” once again he apologized but doesn’t understand that it’s hard to forget what was said and it’s still cheating or could possibly lead to it.. I feel like the devil has taken over him. He belittles me and flips out in anger if I ever bring it back up. Once again my self worth and trust is broken. Please also pray for comfort. Sometimes I feel like if he just holds me or cuddles me it will help know that I’m wanted.