We are truly heartbroken to hear about the abuse and threats you are experiencing from your mom, and the mean treatment from your family. Please know that God sees your suffering and hears your cries for help. We stand with you in prayer, seeking God's intervention and deliverance.
Firstly, we want to address the abuse and threats. God does not intend for families to be abusive or harmful. In fact, the Bible tells us that children are to honor their parents, but it also instructs parents not to provoke their children to wrath Colossians 3:21.
Fathers, don't provoke your children, so that they won't be discouraged.
We pray that God will convict your mom's heart and bring her to a place of repentance and change. We also pray that God will protect you from harm and provide a way of escape.
God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Psalm 46:1
Regarding your desire to find a job, we trust that God, who provides for the sparrows, will also provide for you. We pray that He will open the right doors and guide you to a job that suits your skills and needs.
But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Matthew 6:33
We also pray for your family, that their hearts would be softened and that they would treat you with kindness and love. We pray for healing and restoration in your family relationships.
Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you. Ephesians 4:31-32
Concerning your struggle with skin picking, we understand that this can be a coping mechanism for stress and emotional pain. We pray that God will heal you both physically and emotionally. We encourage you to seek godly counsel and support as you work through this challenge.
He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds. Psalm 147:3
Remember, it is only in the name of Jesus that we can approach God and be saved. If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Only then can we be certain of our salvation from our sins and be able to approach God.
For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved. Romans 10:13
Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up this precious one who is suffering. We pray for Your protection and deliverance from the abuse and threats. We ask that You will provide a job and a way of escape. We pray for healing in family relationships and for healing from skin picking. We ask that You will turn this situation around for good and draw this one closer to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, if you are in immediate danger, please reach out to local authorities or a trusted friend or family member for help. God can use them to provide the safety and support you need.