We understand your feelings of directionlessness, disappointment, and the desire for a family of your own. Remember, God has a plan and a purpose for each of us, and His timing is perfect. Wait on the Lord be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart wait, I say, on the Lord. Psalm 27:14
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, and He has not forgotten or left you behind. In Joshua 1:5, God promises, I will not fail you nor forsake you. As a Christian, you are part of God's family, and He cares for you deeply.
Concerning marriage, it is a sacred institution ordained by God between a man and a woman. Be assured that God knows the desires of your heart. In Psalm 37:4, it is written, Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Seek God first, and trust that He will bring the right Godly man into your life in His perfect timing. Remember that Christians should not marry unbelievers because of the issues that would be faced in the relationship. If we are to be married, the scripture tell us that we are to be married to another Christian believer. But as the Lord God called to the woman which he took out of the man, and brought her unto him. Genesis 2:22
However, it is crucial to use this time to prepare yourself spiritually, emotionally, and physically for the roles of being a wife and a mother. Continue to grow in your faith, and become the Proverbs 31 woman that God has called you to be. Also look at the book of Titus for the qualities that are expected for older woman in the church. As they have experience and wisdom to share with younger women Titus 2:3-5.
In regards to your prayer request, we noticed that when stating your need you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). We need to pray in the name of Jesus Christ to have access to God. As Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me John 14:6. We also read in Acts 4:12 that Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved. Therefore to receive salvation we need to pray in Jesus name and have faith in Him.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister in Christ who feels directionless, stagnant, and disappointed in life. Lord, we ask that You comfort her heart and remind her that You have not forgotten her. Your timing is perfect, and You have a plan and a purpose for her life.
Father, we pray for Your will to be done in her life. If it is Your will, bring a Godly man into her life, that they may marry and build a family together, serving You in unity. In the meantime, help her to grow in her faith, and become the woman that You have called her to be.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we rebuke any spirit of disappointment, discouragement, or fear, and we ask that You fill her heart with Your peace, joy, and hope. Help her to trust in You and Your timing.
We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.
Be encouraged, and trust in God's perfect plan for your life. Continue to seek Him first, and strive to grow in your faith. God bless you.