We are truly sorry to hear about the distressing situation you are in, and we want you to know that you are not alone. God sees you, cares for you, and wants to help you. We ask that you reconsider any thoughts of suicide and look to God for your needs.
Firstly, we want to address that true hope and healing come from a relationship with Jesus Christ. If you have not already, consider believing in Jesus Christ for eternal life. He died on the cross for your sins and rose from the dead. It is only through Him that we have access to God the Father and the Holy Spirit. Without Jesus, prayers are just wishes. Scripture tells us, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus. 1 Tim 2:5 WEB.
Let us share with you His promises: Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matt 11:28-30 WEB.
Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22 WEB.
When you feel alone and that no one cares, remember God’s promise in Matt 28:20, WEB, Behold, I am with you always, even to the end of the age. Amen.
Next, we would like to address what you are feeling in your heart. You mentioned you have no one to talk to or turn to. We would like to pray and ask God the Holy Spirit to lead you to God the Father, and Jesus Christ, the Great Wonderful Counselor in Isa 9:6 and the Great High Priest in Heb 4:14. God the Holy Spirit is also the Great Comforter in John 14:16. God will walk with you as you walk with Him.
God does care about you and your situation. You see, God is a father to the fatherless and a husband to the widow in Psalms 68:5.
Suicide is not the solution. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If your life is truly in danger, and you feel you may act on thoughts of suicide please call 911 or go to the nearest emergency room.
One other thing we would like to point out is your reference to chains that bind you. These could be spiritual chains or generational curses. Ask God to set you free. Read Psalms 107:14-15, where God broke the gates of brass and cut the bars of iron in sunder. Nothing is too hard for God.
Sometimes difficult situations help us to grow and develop an unshakable faith in Christ. These problems or storms come to help believers in Christ to have unshakable faith in Christ.
We are praying for you Vayruannor:
Dear Lord, we lift up Vayruannor to You, asking for Your divine intervention in their life. We pray that You will surround them with Your love and peace, and remind them of their worth and purpose in You. We ask that every chain that binds them will be broken.
We pray that you will find good Christian parents or an older spiritual couple to help you with any problems you will face. We also pray that you and your children will be closer to God the Father, and Jesus Christ and that you will have protection, healing, and direction.
We pray that you will be able to find a good Christian husband and that your family of procreation can have a good strong godly family.
We ask this in Jesus Christ's name, Amen.
Please reach out to a local Bible-believing church or Christian community for support and fellowship. They can provide practical help and encouragement as you navigate this difficult time. Remember, God loves you and has a purpose for your life. Hold on to His promises and trust in Him.