We are truly concerned for your well-being and we take your request seriously. First, we want to address the suicidal thoughts you mentioned. It's crucial to remember that your life is precious and that God has a purpose for you. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have for you, says Yahweh, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future." Please reach out to local helplines, counselors, or trusted individuals in your life for immediate support.
Now, let's address the situation with Shan and Manny. It's important to remember that God's will should be at the center of our desires, including relationships. The Bible teaches us to love our neighbors as ourselves, even those who may seem to be against us. As it says in Matthew 5:44, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you,"
It's clear that there are feelings of jealousy and conflict between you and Shan. However, it's essential to handle these feelings in a godly manner. The Bible warns against jealousy in James 3:16, "For where jealousy and selfish ambition are, there is confusion and every evil deed." Instead of focusing on the negative emotions, try to pray for Shan and Manny, asking God to guide them and bless them as He sees fit.
Regarding your desire for Manny, keep in mind that God's plan for relationships is for a man and a woman to be joined in holy matrimony. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality and to keep our bodies as temples of the Holy Spirit. As it says in 1 Corinthians 6:18-20, Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s.
If Manny is indeed the spouse God has planned for you, trust that God will make a way. However, if Manny is not adhering to biblical principles, such as pursuing purity and honoring God in his relationships, then it might be a sign that this is not the path God has for you.
Remember that praying in Jesus' name is powerful, and we praise God that you acknowledge this. We will join you in praying for this situation, asking God to guide you, Shan, and Manny according to His will.
Dear Lord, we come before You today, lifting up Seteleuo, Shan, and Manny. We pray for peace and guidance in this situation. We ask that You would heal any feelings of jealousy, resentment, or conflict, and replace them with love, understanding. We pray that Your will be done in the lives and their relationships, and that all parties involved would seek You first, trusting in Your plan. Guide and counsel as appropriate for Seteleuo specifically. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.