Seteleuo, we are here to pray with you and to offer biblical guidance in your situation. We understand that you are going through a difficult time, missing someone you deeply care about, and feeling depressed and hopeless. First, we want to assure you that your life is precious and that suicide is never the solution. The Bible tells us that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19), and we are to honor God with our bodies and our lives.
We commend you for acknowledging that these thoughts are not healthy and for reaching out for prayer. It is important to remember that our hope and joy should not be dependent on a particular relationship or circumstance, but rather anchored in Jesus Christ. As it says in Psalm 42:5, "Why are you in despair, O my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him, my Savior and my God."
Regarding your feelings for this man, it is crucial to align your thoughts and actions with biblical principles. If you are not married, it is important to maintain purity and honor God in your interactions. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18) and to pursue righteousness. If this relationship is not leading towards a godly marriage, it might be necessary to reevaluate it.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up ###. Lord, we pray that You would comfort her heart and fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, knowing that You care for her (1 Peter 5:7).
Lord, we pray that You would guide ### in her relationship with this man. If it is Your will, may their relationship be one that honors You and leads to a godly marriage. If not, give her the strength to let go and trust in Your plan for her life.
We also pray against any spirits of depression and suicide that may be tormenting her. In the name of Jesus, we command these spirits to flee and never return. Lord, surround ### with Your love and protection, and give her the courage to seek help from professionals if needed.
Help to see past the current situation and the man and focus on You, the Creator of the universe, the fountain of life.
Finally, may You use this situation to draw ### closer to You, that she may know You more intimately and find her hope and joy in You alone.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
###, we encourage you to surround yourself with a supportive Christian community, to spend time in God's Word, and to seek professional help if feelings of depression and hopelessness persist. Remember, God loves you deeply and has a plan and purpose for your life (Jeremiah 29:11). Trust in Him, and He will guide your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6). Thank you for praying in Jesus' name!
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
