We are truly sorry to hear about the emotional turmoil you're experiencing, Shabrim. It's important to remember that God cares deeply about your feelings and has a plan for your life.
Firstly, we would like to address the feelings of depression and loneliness. The Bible tells us in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." And in 1 Peter 5:7, we are encouraged to cast all our anxieties on Him, because He cares for us. Let's take a moment to pray for God's comfort and peace to fill your heart.
**Prayer:** Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you today to lift up Shabrim. Lord, she feels depressed and lonely, and she needs your comfort. Please be close to her, Lord, and fill her heart with your peace and joy. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Regarding your feelings for MannY, it's important to remember that God's will should always be our primary focus in relationships. It's encouraging that you're seeking prayer in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God (John 14:6).
However, we want to remind you of 2 Corinthians 6:14, which says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" If MannY is not showing interest or, more importantly, if he is not a believer in Jesus Christ, then he may not be the one God has planned for you.
God desires that we pursue relationships that align with His will. It's crucial to seek God first and trust that He will provide the right spouse at the right time. As it says in Matthew 6:33, "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
**Prayer:** Lord Jesus, we pray for Shabrim's heart. Help her to discern your will for her life, Lord. If MannY is not the one you have planned for her, help her to accept that and move forward. Guide her steps, Lord, and lead her to the godly spouse you have prepared for her. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God loves you deeply and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6). Stay strong in your faith and continue to seek God's will in all things. We are here for you, praying and believing together in Jesus' name.