We understand your distress, Shabrim, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, remember that your worth is not defined by your circumstances or feelings, but by the love and value God places on you. Psalm 139:13-14 (WEB) says, "For you formed my inward parts. You knit me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
It's disheartening to feel unsupported when seeking help, but remember that God is always present and cares for you deeply. Psalm 34:18 (WEB) tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Shabrim. Lord, You know the struggles they're facing, the confusion, the loneliness, and the desperation. We ask that You surround them with Your loving presence. Guide them to the right professionals, people who will genuinely care and provide the help they need. Give Shabrim wisdom and discernment to know what steps to take. Comfort their heart, Lord, and remind them of their worth in You. We pray for healing and restoration, in Jesus' name. Amen."
Shabrim, continue seeking help and don't lose hope. It might take time, but God will direct you to the right people. Also, consider reaching out to local church communities for support. They can provide spiritual guidance and practical help.
We noticed that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ. We want to remind you that it's through His name that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 (WEB) says, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life. He's the ultimate healer and comforter.
Lastly, remember these words from 2 Corinthians 4:8-9 (WEB), "We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed." Keep fighting, Shabrim. You're not alone.