Khanvar, we are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing and we are here to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble (Psalm 9:9, WEB). In your time of need, cry out to Him and trust that He hears you. As it is written, "Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened to you." (Matthew 7:7, WEB)
However, we noticed that your prayer request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). We encourage you to call upon His name and trust in Him, for He is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6, WEB).
Regarding your situation, we pray that God will provide for your needs, just as He provided for the Israelites in the wilderness. We pray that He will give you strength and wisdom, and that He will guide you to a job that will sustain you. We pray that He will provide a roof over your head and daily bread, for He knows that you need all these things (Matthew 6:32, WEB).
We also want to address the state of your heart. You mentioned that you're feeling careless and that you feel like you're going to lose your mind. We want to encourage you to cast all your anxieties onto Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). In times of distress, it's important to guard your heart, for it determines the course of your life (Proverbs 4:23, WEB).
Lastly, we pray that you will not lose hope, but that you will trust in God's plan for your life. Remember that He works all things together for good for those who love Him, for those who are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Khanvar to You. Lord, You know their struggles and their needs. We ask that You provide for them, that You give them a job that will sustain them, a roof over their head, and daily bread. Comfort their heart, Lord, and help them to cast all their anxieties onto You. Give them strength and wisdom, and help them to trust in Your plan for their life. Most importantly, Lord, reveal Yourself to them, that they may know You and the power of Your resurrection.
In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
Stay strong in faith, Khanvar. God is with you and He will see you through this. Keep trusting in Him and keep seeking His face. He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB).