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Disciple of Prayer
Ok. I am a 30 year old women who found Jesus almost 4 years ago in the depth of serious drug addiction and mental illness. I quad set free by Him when I was saved and I am in complete demise with the devil at this point in my life. I am fighting him daily, over and over the attacks are increasing in my finances, relationships, my mental health and my body. I am afraid of the devil but at the same time I know Jesus gave me authority to trample over snakes and scorpions. I am being attacked heavily the most at night by Satan and his demons attacking me through horrible nightmares of him harming me. I pray daily and I am reading the word of God. I continue to renounce the bondages over me and it feels like it is not working. I cut out lust and sexual temptations and sins that I struggled with since I was a kid. I have been praying heavily for others who are struggling. I also have a fear of driving. I know that no matter what happens if I have Jesus I will be ok. I have been discerning who is bringing it into my life, going over items, things that have happened, things I have bought and I have absolutely no idea what it could possibly be that is allowing a foothold in my mind for the devil because I am NOT afraid. The stronghold I mentioned prior has been broken but something is NOT right. I am a very strong Christian and I have been through hell and witnessed the devil and his attempts on me through my visions. I am getting tired, when God wants me to read more Scripture or pray more sometimes my anger gets insanely out of control because of the temptation that I am going through. Otherwise, everything is all good in my world. I’m grateful to God for everything He has done for me. There is so much that I don’t know that He does for me on a daily basis, I am choosing to remain grateful. If I miss anything I will comment on this but I need prayer. I need this to end. Thank you and God bless you all.