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Disciple of Prayer
I DREAMED I WAS AT THIS PLACE WITH MY MOTHER AND SHE WAS SITTING ON A DAYBED, ASKING ME TO FIND THE REMOTE TO TURN THE TV ON. BUT WHEN I LOOKED AROUND, THERE WAS SO MANY LIKE 10 DIFFERENT REMOTES, SO I COULD SEE WHY SHE DIDN'T KNOW WHICH ONE WENT TO THE TV. FINALLY I FOUND THE REMOTE TO THE TV AND FIGURED OUT HOW TO TURN IT ON. THEN SHE WAS TALKING TO ME, BUT FOR THAT MOMENT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE WAS SAYING. THEN SHE SAT DOWN ON THE DAYBED AND WAS NAKED, THEN SHE PULLED A COVER AROUND HER. AND I WAS WONDERING, WHY ARE YOU NAKED MAMA. ANYWAY... I SAT DOWN ON THE DAYBED BESIDE HER AND HUGGED HER, I WAS CRYING WHILE SHE WAS TELLING ME LAST THINGS LIKE, SHE WAS SICK AND SHE WAS GETTING READY TO DIE, LIKE SHE WAS TRYING TO GIVE ME INFORMATION ON WHAT TO DO AFTER THAT HAPPENS. I WAS CRYING AND HUGGING HER SAYING, MOMMY I'M GOING TO MISS YOU SOOO BAD AND MY HEART WAS BREAKING AS IF I WAS EXPERIENCING HER DEATH ALL OVER AGAIN. I DIDN'T SEE ANITA, BUT I HEARD HER ASKING WHERE THE TV REMOTE WAS, SO I TOOK IT AND HID IT IN THE BACK OF A DRAWER BEHIND A WHOLE BUNCH OF OTHER OLD STUFF. THEN I WOKE UP. THIS IS A WEIRD DREAM TO HAVE ESPECIALLY ON MY BIRTHDAY.