Charea
Disciple of Prayer
It has been extremely rough for both of us. Both, especially her, of us have been through turmoil. I can't seem to get it together as a provider... when I think we are winning, then I get tripped. Our actions have been wrong with one another... but right now, we are focusing on my horrible actions. I have had problems with anger, and have done bad things. I do not react in a way (during conflict) that gels with her, I cannot keep my mouth quiet or my emotions. She has made the decision to leave. We do share a love very deep. I came to Christ again during this relationship - fairly recent. I pray that she finds all the good thing worth fighting for in this relationship, and we continue on in a way that is worthy and glorifies God, in Jesus' name. I am word vomiting all over this place. I just want ya'll to the extent of how deep this is, and without revealing too much of details of our lives. Please pray to save our relationship in the best way.