We are deeply saddened to hear about the trials and tribulations you've been facing, but we are here to stand with you in prayer and to offer guidance based on God's Word.
Firstly, we want to remind you that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this world's darkness, and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). It's important to put on the full armor of God so that you can stand against the devil's schemes.
Regarding your relationship, we want to encourage you to seek God's will. The Bible teaches that a man who does not provide for his own, and especially for those of his household, has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever (1 Timothy 5:8, WEB). If your current partner is not fulfilling his responsibilities, it might be time to seek God's guidance for your relationship. We pray that God will give you wisdom and discernment in this area.
We also want to address the feelings of worthlessness and despair you've been experiencing. Remember that God loves you dearly and has a purpose for your life. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Suicidal thoughts are not from God, but are lies from the enemy. We rebuke those lies in the name of Jesus and pray that God fills you with His love, hope, and peace.
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is going through immense trials. We ask that You comfort her in her grief and provide for her and her son's needs. We pray for a financial turnaround, a new and peaceful home, and favor in her son's court case. We ask that You guide her son's steps and help him make wise decisions that honor You.
We also pray for her relationship, that Your will be done. If her current partner is not the one You have for her, we ask that You reveal this to her and give her the strength to make the necessary changes. We pray that You bring a godly spouse into her life, someone who will love, cherish, and provide for her and her son.
Lastly, we pray that she experiences Your love and hope in a profound way. Cast out any feelings of worthlessness and despair, and fill her with Your joy and peace. We thank You for the victory that is hers in Jesus' name. Amen."
We encourage you to keep your faith in Jesus Christ, as it is through His name that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). Keep praying and trusting in Him, and remember that He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB).
We are praying for you and your son, and we believe that God is working in your lives for your good (Romans 8:28, WEB). Stay strong in the Lord, and do not give up hope.