Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am fellow teenager who grew up in the church, however I was not completely following god and battling extreme sexual sin everyday that caused me to ultimately lose someone I truly loved back then. Since the breakup I’ve made a few terrible decisions, and After, “being” with someone well after cried in regret I prayed for redemption in a new relationship and promised I would turn my life around to never to these things again that could land me in jail or ever cheat again. Literally two days after thinking I might die from a “disease”(I kept praying for a gf for almost 1 year)I met someone and was the first person to stay with me after a date and give me attention and told me “I made her feel safe”. The first time I looked at her I kept having a feeling in my heart that it would be my wife(very strange).However, these idiotic mistakes make me anxious about the future but all god tells me is to love her and to move on but I’m completely lost right now