Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord God,
I am praying today with a wounded heart. I don’t know how many countless times I have prayed for Karl Benedict on this website. I was really very desperate for him to love me back but it turns out that he doesn’t really feel the same way about me:
I pray that I am able to move on from the emotional and verbal abuse that I got from him. He called me so many names, and even though I remained to be thick skinned, I am still hurting inside. I pray that he will come to his senses. I don’t know if he will even reach back out to apologize, but I pray that he will.
Please touch his heart, Lord God. Please cover him with your most precious blood. I ask for the Holy Spirit to guide him to come in terms with himself. I pray that he will realize all his wrongdoings and that he will change for the better. I forgive him Lord for all the bad mouthing he has done towards me. I just pray that someday he will realize what he lost when he let go of me.
I really love Karl Benedict. Perhaps because he showed me a different side of me that I wanted to be. I learned so much from this situationship with him. I learned to love myself more and to take care of myself. I know I did everything I can to get him to like me but maybe its just not meant to be.
Jesus, if in any case he will come back around, please let it be for the better. If he isn’t meant to be in my life, please give me clarity and peace of mind. I am unable to sleep at night just coping from the lost of him. I had put so much hope into this only to see it crumbling down my face.
I pray that if he isn’t meant to stay here, and be the person whom I thought would be my future husband, please take him far far away from me. Please close that door for me. Please let me accept reality. I lift him up to you, Lord God. I know my delusion was the one that led me here. I ask for forgiveness for all my wrongdoings as well. Please forgive me for being so desperate and low. I really wanted a relationship with this person so badly.
With all that, I end this prayer by surrendering everything to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Please take care of everything for me. I am brokenhearted and hopeless right now, please grent me peace of mind. This I ask in your mighty name. Praise God forever and ever.
Amen.
I am praying today with a wounded heart. I don’t know how many countless times I have prayed for Karl Benedict on this website. I was really very desperate for him to love me back but it turns out that he doesn’t really feel the same way about me:
I pray that I am able to move on from the emotional and verbal abuse that I got from him. He called me so many names, and even though I remained to be thick skinned, I am still hurting inside. I pray that he will come to his senses. I don’t know if he will even reach back out to apologize, but I pray that he will.
Please touch his heart, Lord God. Please cover him with your most precious blood. I ask for the Holy Spirit to guide him to come in terms with himself. I pray that he will realize all his wrongdoings and that he will change for the better. I forgive him Lord for all the bad mouthing he has done towards me. I just pray that someday he will realize what he lost when he let go of me.
I really love Karl Benedict. Perhaps because he showed me a different side of me that I wanted to be. I learned so much from this situationship with him. I learned to love myself more and to take care of myself. I know I did everything I can to get him to like me but maybe its just not meant to be.
Jesus, if in any case he will come back around, please let it be for the better. If he isn’t meant to be in my life, please give me clarity and peace of mind. I am unable to sleep at night just coping from the lost of him. I had put so much hope into this only to see it crumbling down my face.
I pray that if he isn’t meant to stay here, and be the person whom I thought would be my future husband, please take him far far away from me. Please close that door for me. Please let me accept reality. I lift him up to you, Lord God. I know my delusion was the one that led me here. I ask for forgiveness for all my wrongdoings as well. Please forgive me for being so desperate and low. I really wanted a relationship with this person so badly.
With all that, I end this prayer by surrendering everything to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Please take care of everything for me. I am brokenhearted and hopeless right now, please grent me peace of mind. This I ask in your mighty name. Praise God forever and ever.
Amen.