Hothdraak
Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord,
I cannot sleep because I am too heartbroken. Just the other night I prayed for Vincent. He is not new here because in most of my prayers I mention his name.
He has changed so much and I am disappointed with how much he is disrespecting me. I am so hurt by all of his actions. He doesnβt even want to apologize to me and to my mom after causing a scene at our own home. He has become a monster so to speak.
I am so afraid of being alone but at the same time, I am also afraid of being with the wrong person. I cannot trust him. He always leaves me. His family treats me like garbage and they blocked me after I sent a heartfelt message to them. I always end up apologizing for everything. I am so frustrated by this because this is not something that I want in my life.
I just pray for peace and happiness. I really want to start my own family and raise my son together with a loving, god-fearing, respectful, smart and responsible husband. Someone I can count on to be with me through ups and downs. Someone who wont leave during any difficult moment. Someone who wont run away and always blame me. Someone who will appreciate me.
I have put up with Vincent for 3 years now and he still hasnβt asked me to marry him. He always tells me how controlling I am where in fact I am just doing my part in the relationship. He always asks for a time out and he never values me. He would not return my calls and he doesnβt show respect towards my mom. He always blames her for ruining our relationship. I am so fed up and tired. I feel really sorry for myself already because I cannot seem to move forward and have a beautiful life.
Please extend me your helping hand, Lord. And to anyone praying this with me, please help me because I feel so alone. I cannot live another day in pain and misery. I want to find my own peace and happiness. If Vincent is not willing to change then please by all means, make it easy for us to go our separate ways. I really want to meet a better man. Someone who wonβt leave me when I am crying and someone who loves and respects me.
Thank you, Lord. I hope you can hear my prayer..
Amen
I cannot sleep because I am too heartbroken. Just the other night I prayed for Vincent. He is not new here because in most of my prayers I mention his name.
He has changed so much and I am disappointed with how much he is disrespecting me. I am so hurt by all of his actions. He doesnβt even want to apologize to me and to my mom after causing a scene at our own home. He has become a monster so to speak.
I am so afraid of being alone but at the same time, I am also afraid of being with the wrong person. I cannot trust him. He always leaves me. His family treats me like garbage and they blocked me after I sent a heartfelt message to them. I always end up apologizing for everything. I am so frustrated by this because this is not something that I want in my life.
I just pray for peace and happiness. I really want to start my own family and raise my son together with a loving, god-fearing, respectful, smart and responsible husband. Someone I can count on to be with me through ups and downs. Someone who wont leave during any difficult moment. Someone who wont run away and always blame me. Someone who will appreciate me.
I have put up with Vincent for 3 years now and he still hasnβt asked me to marry him. He always tells me how controlling I am where in fact I am just doing my part in the relationship. He always asks for a time out and he never values me. He would not return my calls and he doesnβt show respect towards my mom. He always blames her for ruining our relationship. I am so fed up and tired. I feel really sorry for myself already because I cannot seem to move forward and have a beautiful life.
Please extend me your helping hand, Lord. And to anyone praying this with me, please help me because I feel so alone. I cannot live another day in pain and misery. I want to find my own peace and happiness. If Vincent is not willing to change then please by all means, make it easy for us to go our separate ways. I really want to meet a better man. Someone who wonβt leave me when I am crying and someone who loves and respects me.
Thank you, Lord. I hope you can hear my prayer..
Amen