Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Lord,
I am fervently praying that if Amiel does not come back into my life anymore, I just want to move on from always remembering everything about him. I am scared to say I love him but I guess I always have a special place in my heart for him..
I really want him back but none of my prayers for more than 2 months now have been answered. I am so deeply devastated and desperate. He also changed his number. I don’t know how on earth will I contact him again. I am very very lost. So please Lord, if he will not come back anymore, please help me to move forward with my life. Please help me to let go.. I have to let go of all these feelings I have for him.. Please take them away from me, Lord.
And I pray that you will help me decide whether to file for child support for our son or not. I am in a crossroads. I don’t know what to do and how to feel right now. I can’t focus and I can’t sleep. I really want him back but there is nothing I can do about it. I am so scared to file the child support because he might not agree to it. I don’t know anymore.
I don’t understand why he can’t stay in my life. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Why can’t I forget? Why is it so difficult for me to move on? I really don’t know what to do anymore. Please interfere, Lord. I lift this all up to you. I surrender everything to you. Please take care of everything for me..
Lord, I am begging you. Please please please take this all away.. please show me the way. I lift up Amiel to you. I don’t know how to get in touch with him anymore and I know I need him for my son and in my life but its not happening. Please Jesus Christ.. Please have mercy on me..
Amen.
I am fervently praying that if Amiel does not come back into my life anymore, I just want to move on from always remembering everything about him. I am scared to say I love him but I guess I always have a special place in my heart for him..
I really want him back but none of my prayers for more than 2 months now have been answered. I am so deeply devastated and desperate. He also changed his number. I don’t know how on earth will I contact him again. I am very very lost. So please Lord, if he will not come back anymore, please help me to move forward with my life. Please help me to let go.. I have to let go of all these feelings I have for him.. Please take them away from me, Lord.
And I pray that you will help me decide whether to file for child support for our son or not. I am in a crossroads. I don’t know what to do and how to feel right now. I can’t focus and I can’t sleep. I really want him back but there is nothing I can do about it. I am so scared to file the child support because he might not agree to it. I don’t know anymore.
I don’t understand why he can’t stay in my life. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Why can’t I forget? Why is it so difficult for me to move on? I really don’t know what to do anymore. Please interfere, Lord. I lift this all up to you. I surrender everything to you. Please take care of everything for me..
Lord, I am begging you. Please please please take this all away.. please show me the way. I lift up Amiel to you. I don’t know how to get in touch with him anymore and I know I need him for my son and in my life but its not happening. Please Jesus Christ.. Please have mercy on me..
Amen.